De Xuan

All I Want for Christmas Is You

2008-12-20T11:50:00.000+08:00

SWING EVERYBODY! CHRISTMAS IS COMING SOON :)

Lyrics : "All I Want for Christmas Is You" by Mariah Carey

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You

All I want for Christmas is you baby
[Repeat]

Sc_outing

2008-12-19T11:43:00.002+08:00

We went Sc(outing) yesterday. (get the pun? haha)

blog now.

Went to Aljunied MRT there and wait for the others before going to howard sir's house. Had fun at his house. Eat, joke around, and he shared with us his scouting stories.

We also watched a video, about how a man has changed his life after reading the bible in the prison. Yup, Christian elements. Yes, i believe that any religion can help you change your life as long as u believe in god. Like Muslims believe in Allah, Buddhists believe in Amitabha, Christians believe in Jesus and etc.

(i shouldn't blog about religion-related stuffs on blogs right? Oops :X)

After watching the video, Kt and Ky and Hansel went home, So we all MRTed to TM there to watch "Twilight"

I never expected boys to like romance stories, except for me. Oo

SELLING FAST!

So we went to century instead. Should i complain about the cinema? Okok. it's good not to.

About the movie :

It's time for "De Xuan's not-so-professional review" again -.-

So basically, this story is about romance. I will not describe the whole story because some people may think i'm a spoiler. Haha

Overall, i really enjoyed the story. But i'm not very fascinated by the movie. Story is nice, but not the movie.

There is the Twilight series novel right? I'm not gonna want to read them because.. I dun like books :X, so i'll watch the movie instead.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE SEQUEL : NEW MOON

Gotta go right now. Hopefully can catch the sequel with my friends or smth. hopefully.

Plan?

2008-12-16T13:52:00.001+08:00

Should i sign up for contract? Had been deciding this since last year.. Hmm.. Well, i feel like signing up for singtel 20 plus dollars de plan..

It's cheaper than my current prepaid card.. i pay 28 dollars a month to top up. whereas for the plan, i pay only 26 dollars.

However though, i may seem to lose out in the plan coz what if i dun use my phone that often? Hai~

Hard to decide. But i really really want a contract~ can get new phone after two years? yup, sounds great..

trying hard to persuade daddy to let me have a contract..

Jesus, Take The Wheel

2008-12-15T23:33:00.005+08:00

I'm not a christian, but i love this song. I really need this song. It's inspirational, yet sad. It's been hard for me, for what i've been going through right now. I'm just mentally stressed out and feeling so lost right now.. I need my god now.

The song is "jesus take the wheel"

i'm crying after listening to this song

100th post ! :D

2008-12-12T22:24:00.008+08:00

Yay for my 100th post! Whoots! ~ Double happiness! ~ Met Wymann in person today (:

So yup, shall describe briefly.

Went to meet him and his mum at around 12.50. I was like so excited and my heart was beating fast. It's my first time meeting a pen pal.

Ok, so yup, lunched at the hotel. His mum's treat. Talk, We exchanged scarfs and i got to know that his mum is like "District Commissioner" here.. We more about to know about each other during lunch.

Me and mum shared a plate of salad, as it was too big.. hmm.. i think that salad is special because, there is AVOCADO.. my first time eating it.. it taste like butter without the taste? lol.

aft tht, i took him to the scout hq to buy scout things. After buying his scarfs and and some other things, took him to vivo.

~shop shop shop, shop till you drop~ We did mostly window shopping.(:
We went Clarke Quay to have a ride on the reverse bungee jump and the extreme swing.

The Extreme Swing.. IT WAS LIKE OMG! 12 to 15 FLOORS HIGH, AND ONE OF US HAD TO PRESS THE LEVER TO LET GO. I SCREAMED LIKE HELL!

It's my first time doing it so, ya..

i will never want to ride again. I really admire those who commit suicide by jumping at such heights. I experienced the failure of suicide. When Wymann pressed the lever, my heart was in my mouth. I can never ever forget the feeling when it got down. Trust me, it will be one ride you will never forget in your life.

The sky swing in Rotorua, New Zealand, was nothing compared to the extreme swing in singapore.

Take a look at this.

We headed back to the hotel after the swing, and bid farewell. Had a really good time my pen pal :D

Finally

2008-12-09T14:46:00.002+08:00

Finally, a skin that i will use till the next half of the year. Also, i rearranged my links. For those who dun hav a blog, i link their friendster. Fair? Yup i think so.

Buzzz~...... Haha, this skin is cute. XD

Temp skin

2008-12-07T12:23:00.001+08:00

This skin here is temporary, will find a nicer one.

Problem with my post?

2008-12-06T20:29:00.000+08:00

Hey people, is there really a problem with my blog's layout?
It seems normal with my computer. Never mind bah, i'll change the skin again

NEW ZEALAND ROCKS!!!

2008-12-05T12:19:00.003+08:00

NEW ZEALAND ROCKS! (not as in geographical rocks, but as in ROCK! Ok, wadeva~)

mjrnz08.blogspot.com

PICTURES AND POST ALL THERE. CREDITS TO JUN LIN(so i dun have to post the pics again. lol)

And to miss chia xin ying, who had not done her reflection, this are the questions:

Title : Begin with these words .
My biggest lesson in New Zealand began in .....

1) What are some of the most valuable experiences you would like to share with your friends in Singapore?
2)How has this trip helped to enhance your understanding of Geography and the Humanities?
3) What are some of the things that you have discovered were different than expected in New Zealand?
4) What will you take away from New Zealand that your learned about yourself?
5) The Maoris and the Kiwis are so proud of their identity. How can we as Singaporeans be proud of our own roots and how we can reinforce our own sense of identity?
6) Only for those who have been to other trips (HK with Band, Qingdao with Cultural Groups, China Immersion Programme, Perth with Choir, Cambodia CIP, Overseas Sabah) - In what ways have your experience on this trip different from the ones you have gone to?

Please check for grammatical errors before submission.

Submit your report to by 5 Dec 2008.

Girls - ernie_hasan@yahoo.com.sg
Boys - chew_ee@moe.edu.sg

Sample of subject of email - Cheng Guan's NZ Final Reflection

Flashbacks of Thoughts.

2008-12-04T12:26:00.008+08:00

Hey people, i just had some thinking flashbacks. it's abit "chim" and ya, try to understand it if you know.

Patrol Leaders Training Camp 2008 (seminar):

once, there was a boy named peter. One day, his friends wants to play with him, he asked his mother about going to play. His mum told him not to play at the new railway track, as there are train coming and going. His mother told him to play at the old railway track instead, there are no trains there.

He then, went to his friends and told them about trains at the new track. However though, they still wanted to play at the new railway track.

"Don't worry Peter, the train conductor will stop if they see us. If you want to play at the old track, you can play there alone"

So Peter went to the old railway track to play, listening to his mum.

And then, there comes a train...

Imagine you are the train conductor, you are driving on the new track. You saw a group of 5 children playing there (new track), and there is another track on the right (old track), there is one little child playing alone there.

What will you do? Would you sacrifice that one innocent child's to save the group of five children? Or would you let that one child live and sacrifice the five children?

=====================================================================================

Citybeat 95.8fm

You are a motorist driving on a deserted road where public transport are not possible.
You saw a shelter, there are three persons wanting to get out of that place.

And, it is not possible to come back as you will get lost.

One is a doctor who saved your life (if u dun help him he will think you are an ingrate)
One is a dying old man (if u dun help him, he will die soon)
One is you dream lover (if u dun help him/her, you will never see him/her again)

Who will you help to get out of the deserted place?

Think about it as well, people. Tag my board to reply

New Blog Skin

2008-12-03T10:39:00.000+08:00

Hey people, something went wrong with my old skin. I hope you all would love this new skin :)

And yes,

I REALLY REALLY REALLY DO MISS NEW ZEALAND!!! D:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAN WEI JING

2008-12-02T10:24:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAN WEI JING

Changed blog song again.. Was loving this song since young, but never thought that i will hear the whole song. Forgot those lyrics, until recently, i've heard it somewhere, then i go and find the song

"When you say nothing at all" by Ronan Keating

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine

[Repeat chorus twice]

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

[Repeat chorus]

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

IT'S RAINING MEN!

2008-11-28T13:15:00.003+08:00

It's raining men, HALLELUJAH!

:DDD

This song is so hawt right now :D

"It's Raining Men" Lyrics:

This is Rupaul and this is Martha Wash.
We are reporting to your live,
from our weather center.
Baby, the stuff is so heavy.
Honey, just when you thought
it was safe to go back outside, bam!!!
The sequel!!!
Ready itÂ´s raising, yeah baby
I promise it`s getting low, honey I thought you knew girl.
Acording to all sources, what sources ?
Street is the place to go, baby you`d better listen honey:
Tonight, for the first time, just about half past ten,
for the first time in History, It`s gonna start raining men !!!

It`s raining men, Aleluya !!!
It`s raining men, hey men !!!
I`m going to go out,
I`m going to let myself wet,
absolutely soaking-wet !!!

It`s raining men, Aleluya !!!
It`s raining men, very special men:
tall, blonde, dark and lean,
rough, tough, strong and mean

God bless Mother Nature!, She is a single woman too.
She took from the heavens, and she did what she had to do now.
She got every angel, she rearranged the skys,
so that each and eery woman could find the perfect man

It`s raining men, Aleluya !!!
It`s raining men, hey men !!! (2)
Hear the thunder, don`t you lose your head
Kick off the roof and stay in bed !!!

God bless Mother Nature.

FACEBOOK!

2008-11-27T23:28:00.001+08:00

WHEEEEE,!!

Just created facebook, seems that it is better than friendster? I guess both of them has pros and cons.

Currently changed my skin because i miss new zealand.. :( i miss jess and i miss L&Pchapalang

yay

2008-11-26T11:44:00.002+08:00

That pest is not yet gone, but i'm gonna tag again (:

Apology

2008-11-20T16:39:00.000+08:00

I now have to apologise to Cheng Guan, for deleting his photos.

SORRY! REALLY SORRY :(

Back From NZ :D

2008-11-18T10:37:00.009+08:00

Back from new zealand

Shall blog in point form, upload pics tomorrow

==11th nov to 12 nov==

"So long, and goodnight"

@Grandfather come out to sg and had farewell dinner
@Daddy, mummy, grandmother send me off at air port
@Check in at 7pm
@final smses at 8.55pm

"We are flying high"

@long long long time nvr take flight le.
@very nervous
@Food not nice
@Air stewardess very pretty(lol)
@sat with mr chew and jeremy
@i sit window seat
@Mr chew and jeremy very irritated, i everytime want to go toilet
@Seat is beside the left wing
@noisy

"Destination New Zealand"
@Reached Auckland
@Time : Singapore's 8.55am, New Zealand's 1.55pm
@Cold(not very very cold)
@Take bag
@Go to bus

"Green Bay High School"
@reach school
@put on jacket
@have lunch with the student there
@lunch got sushi, marshmallow, strawberry, orange juice, and garlic bread
@garlic bread very nice
@Went to class
@intro etc
@take photo
@leave at NZ 3pm

"Enchanted by Mount Eden - Extinct Volcano"
@Bus-ed there
@saw many many many cows and sheeps on the way there
@many many many spacious big field
@Relaxing

@Reach Mount Eden
@Super super windy
@I LOVE IT!
@Run round a circle round Mt Eden
@Singapore will never experience this kind of wind
@Credits to Cheng Guan for lending me his camera for the whole week
@Take photo
@Leave Mt Eden
@Go to Hotel

"Empire Hotel, the "best ever" hotel
@THE HOTEL SUCKS
@One big Apartment, got kitchen, 3 bedroom, 2 toilet, one dining area
@Must use room card den can take lift
@Room mates : Earnest, Cheng Guan, Wei Xing
@Hungry at NZ 2am, Singapore 9pm
@Time diff hard to adapt
@No room service
@Me and cheng guan stay up late to count cars
@One car pass in every 15min
@Went in and out of the room
@Planning to buy smth frm 1st floor, but not open
@Went back
@Stone till NZ 4am, SG 11pm
@sleep
@Wake up at NZ 6pm, SG 1am

==13 Nov==
@Breakfast was potato cake, scrambled eggs, tomato. I order extra hot chocolate.
@Hot chocolate 3NZ dollar, very cheap and very nice
@Went to school

"School Time"
@Welcomed by the Maori Students
@Maori Welcoming ceremony
@Went into the Marae (sacred house)
@Hongi (go internet find)
@Maori Performance
@Malay Dance Performance
@Interaction
@Play "pukana" (go youtube find)
@Very fun
@SG won the Maori

"Best damned lunch"
@Pizza lunch
@Veg, seafood and chicken pizza
@very very nice
@https://hellpizza.co.nz/
@Depart for Tauranga

"Simply Plain"
@Accomodation was a campsite
@Had to wash our dishes, cook things etc
@Makan dinner
@Forgot what was dinner
@Debrief
@Play "Catogory 5" with mr chew

@Sibei fun
@sleep

==14 Nov==

"Kiwi 360"
@Central Kiwi growing place
@more than 60% of nz's kiwifruit come from here
@walk walk, take photo of the kiwi plants
@Theory cum Practical lesson on kiwi growth
@After walking, went to kiwi 360's shop
@Bought all my souvenirs there
@Sampled a super super nice kiwi juice
@Continued for blokarting

"Blokart"
@Theory lesson on sails and wind, and even physics
@Sailing, on land
@Sit on a thing called "BloKart"
@Langa alot of people and cones
@My Blokart fly until the grass patch
@not hurt much

"Singaporeans gets a Surprise"
@Bus-ed to a Estuary
@Had Theory Lesson on Estuary
@View video at www.mjrnz08.blogspot.com
@Dig for cockles
@Find out the Estuary healthy or not
@Muddy and fun
@Abit disgusting coz we dug up dead crabs and a dead starfish
@I think Xinying's group found a living baby prawn
@Very cute
@Remind me of rayna

"Sand, Windy, Beachy, Me"
@Went to beach aft tht
@The place is Mt Manganui
@Super effing cold even mr chew shivering
@Theory lesson on beach profile and etc
@Measure beach gradient and profile
@Help Dionna to collect shells

"Reaching through the textbook : Geography LIVE"
@Climb Mt Manganui better view of the beach
@Theory lesson on Mt Manganui - passive volcano eruption#
@Saw how headlands and beachs are formed
@Saw sand dunes

"Pumping Pumpkin"
@Back to accomodation
@Punished by our tour guide (Jess) for being late in morning
@Did pushups with mr chew and all the boys
@Pics at www.mjrnz08.blogspot.com
@I am fat D:
@Dinner duty was my group
@After dinner go bathe
@After bathe, our group was being interviewed.
@Me and earnest interview together, den cheng guan and wei xing together.
@I look like a bimbo (video not uploaded on mjrnz blog yet)
@Director : Boon Xue Li
@Pack up for next day
@Sleep

==15 nov==
"Tranquility"
@Went to a temperate forest
@Theory lesson
@Saw a very nice waterfall
@Never will be seen in singapore
@Walked deeper into the forest

"River 4 Rest"
@Watch how the river flows
@Still at upper course
@Hands on practical activity
@Measure velocity, gradient
@Step on rock in water
@Pain, no bleed

"Ambrosia"
@Lunch at McClarens Waterfall
@Many potholes
@Singapore can never see this thing
@Cooling
@Very liang shuang'

"Old MacDonalds had a farm"
@Farm visit
@many cute animals
@cute ducks and geese
@saw ostrich, peacock, pigs
@I SAW A LLAMA! :D
@I TOUCHED A REINDEER
@I STROKED A HORSE
@I FED A LAMB WITH BOTTLED MILK
@THE LAMBS ARE SO FUCKING EFFING DAMNED BLODDY VERY EXTREMELY CUTE!!!
@Depart for Maori cultural experience

"Tribal Fantasy"
@Reached Rotorua
@The place is called "Living Thermal Village"
@Full of "living" sulphur
@Many geysers and hot springs
@Geothermal Energy
@Greeted by the Maori with a welcome ceremony
@Have dinner, cooked in the hot sulphur spring
@Taste wonderful, no sulphur smell

"Majestic Marae"
@Sleep in a Marae
@Marae is a sacred place
@Funeral, wedding etc
@All of us sleep together

"Bad Bath"
@super cold water
@Bath with Cheng Guan and Thanakorn

==16th nov==

"Bye Bye"
@Weave a rose
@Buy "something for weijing as birthday present
@Final goodbyes to out Maori Family
@Depart for Auckland

"SHOPPING SPREE!"
@REALLY LOVE IT
@One shop call "Jay Jays"
@SUPER FUCKING EFFING DAMNED NICE SLOGAN T-SHIRTS
@I guess those blog shops carry t shirt from them, they have the exact same pattern
@Super cheap price of NZ 20 a t-shirt
@Didn't buy any coz i find it hard to decide
@Dionna "shop till sot"
@Me and Cheng guan go supermarket buy L&P
@SUPER EFFING DAMNED NICE Soft Drink
@Bought their famous "bluebird" crackers
@Bought them for the BBQ

"Our last dinner"
@Ate at Nandos
@Had chicken drumsticks and thighs
@L&P
@Go Mini Golf

"Groovy Mini Golf"
@Super fun to play
@only 9 NZ dollars
@I kept missing the hole
@finally scored.
@Go to Airport

"I wont go home without you"
@Everyone "yi yi bu she" to li kai Jess and New Zealand
@Sad
@Cry
@Hugs
@Kisses
@Mdm Ernie say i must present this trip during assembly next year
@wth

==17th nov==

"Familiar Faces"
@MGS students also going home that night

"Entertainment above ground"
@Watched Inflight flim - Hairspray
@flim very very nice.
@Alot if manjusrians watched "Mama Mia!"
@didn't watch mama mia coz at home hav the dvd

"Excellence during Turbulence"
@Turbulence
@plane shake
@scared
@But the air stewards are still walking steady
@Very peifu them
@one tray one many cups of water
@Can serve and bend
@wun fall down
@even though the plane shake
@*clap*clap*

"Home sweet home"
@reach home at 8am
@sleep until 5.45pm
@sleep again at 10pm
@woke up today at 7am
@blog at 11pm
@Finished blogging at 4.30pm

Pictures later this week

HAO PENG YOU!! JIA YOU!!

2008-11-10T12:33:00.004+08:00

I hope you read my blog now because i'm flying off tomorrow(i hope i'm not too "obsessed" huh?)

To my Hao Peng You (hope it might help):

Lyrics from : When You Believe by Mariah Carey
"There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill"

Lyrics from : Hold on by Wilson Phillips

"Don't ever let anyone step all over you"
"Some day somebody's gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry!
"Things will go your way
Hold on for one more day"

Lyrics from : 爱拼才会赢 (ai piah cia eh yia)

"好运歹运, 总嘛要照起来行
三分天注定, 七分靠打拼
爱拼才会赢!"

Lyrics from : The show must go on by QUEEN

"The Show must go on,
The Show must go on,
Inside my heart is breaking,
My make-up may be flaking,
But my smile, still, stays on,"

The show must go on, no matter what happens, your courage must stays on. Good luck, 爱拼才会赢!

Wow!

2008-11-09T11:38:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's wedding, is so totally very very classy. All those rich people are present. DANG! guess wat? Even a hundred dollar hongpao isn't even enough for glass of wine, and well, the bridegroom's father booked down the whole bungalow and we go in and eat whatever we want.

HE IS SO FILTHY RICH! REALLY!!!

Didn't take any pics because i'm so ashamed to.

Heard of RamaTex? A textile company? Which has factories in Singapore, Malaysia, China, Cambodia, even Nambia and Mauritius?

Heard of Gimmill? Also a "brother" textile company?

The host is the boss of these two companies (HE IS REALLY RICH!). That explains how my 2nd aunt can give out at least a hundred dollar hongpao to all the kids in chinese new year. And there are many kids.

About the place last night:
SO FUCKING HIGH CLASS LARH! And den, my mummy wear until like those who lives in a private estate not in HDB de.

So wear until like "Rose" from titanic. I'M SERIOUS!!!!!!!!! BELIEVE ME!!!

Something like that.

We had to live after a few plates of food. Really, because we did not have face to be there. Like my daddy has given a hundred dollar hongpao, those rich businessmen and other people gave at least a thousand. We really could not afford that much money, it is daddy's monthly income.

And if they give a thousand for the hongpao, i wonder what they gave the bride and groom for the tea ceremony.

DANG! THEY ARE FUCKING RICH LOR! They have money like sand.

OH MY GOD!!

Right now, i feel that i'm not fit to even see his face. (ya, we really did not see him last night, then we left)

THEY ARE SO RICH LOR! MY GOD!

Dedicated to someone

2008-11-08T21:27:00.013+08:00

the post i'm gonna blog now, is dedicated to one of my closest friends.

I'm gonna keep this person's name a secret, because i promised that person..

No matter what is the ending, i will always be your number one support. This coming sat i'm at new zealand, but so what? I will call you at 1am in new zealand time if i have to.

Dun be scared, u can do it de..

Summore, you look more handsome than that guy. It's not just based solely on one aspect right? Agree?

No matter what happens, your confidence must always be there.

"You try, you fail.
You try again, you fail again.
But the greatest failure of all is that you stop trying."

I understand that the second battle may be hard, but i know, even if you did not get in, your morale and spirit has won all.

On the whole, you have fulfilled one of my wishes, by being there. You made me very very happy my dear friend.. So yup, keep your ego high.

JIA YOU BAH, MY IDOL FOR ALWAYS!!!

你是我永远的超级偶像!!!

I dedicate one song for you : Superstar by S.H.E.

笑就歌颂一皱眉头就心痛

我没空理会我只感受你的感受

你要往哪走把我灵魂也带走

它为你着了魔留着有什么用

你是电你是光你是唯一的神话

我只爱你 You are my super star

你主宰我崇拜没有更好的办法

只能爱你 You are my super star

手不是手是温柔的宇宙

我这颗小星球就在你手中转动

请看见我让我有梦可以作

我为你发了疯你必须奖励我

你是电你是光你是唯一的神话

我只爱你 You are my super star

你主宰我崇拜没有更好的办法

只能爱你 You are my super star

你是意义是天是地是神的旨意

除了爱你没有真理

火你是火是我飞蛾的尽头

没想过要逃脱为什么我要逃脱

谢谢你给我一段快乐的梦游

如果我忘了我请帮忙记得我

你是电你是光你是唯一的神话

我只爱你 You are my super star

你主宰我崇拜没有更好的办法

只能爱你 You are my super star

你是电你是光你是唯一的神话

我只爱你 You are my super star

你主宰我崇拜没有更好的办法

只能爱你 You are my super star boy

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2008-11-08T10:46:00.003+08:00

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Today i'm going for another wedding, some distant cousin's wedding i think

anyway, shall blog about new zealand things today

PLEASE VISIT :
http://mjrnz08.blogspot.com/

At new zealand, when it's 5pm there, it's noon here, so yups, dun call me between 6pm - 3 am (singapore time)

I really do suck doing the dance, visit the website if u are free.

Monday is retest for the NZ people, good luck for all doing the retest on 13th and 14th. After my retest still have to practice the dance

Tuesday i'm flying off to new zealand. 6pm(sg time) must reach changi airport terminal 3, den have to wait till 9pm(sg time) den the flight take off.

reach there at about 11am(NZ time), which is 5am(sg time), when we have to directly go to the school and perform the zapin dance.

I WILL MISS YOU ALL TRUCKLOADDDS D:

Especially:
<333Xiu Qian
<333Rayna Yu
<33Lee Zhen Yang
<33Marissa Tjia
<3Christopher Koh

ok shall stop here, i'm missing you all..

If you miss me, visit

http://mjrnz08.blogspot.com/

please?

Tae Guk Gi - Sadness

2008-11-07T17:57:00.005+08:00

Continued watching the Tae Guk Gi movie today during social studies.

IT'S VERY VERY TOUCHING"! I CRIED LIKE CRAZY/INSANE/MAD/SIAO AT THE END OF THE MOVIE.

Xiu Qian says i'm the only guy who cried, and.. I cried even more worse than the girls. Most of the girls cried

I'm emotional kay??

Hmm.. Kinda weird for someone like me right?
I like tragedy compared to comedy. I choose to cry than to laugh (i'm insane right?)

This movie is one of the very few movies which i cried that hard, like how a little boy falls down and hits his head. Or a child lost and crying for his mother...

I cried like that. It's like crying with deep breaths/pants/sniffs

For those other movie that i cried, well, i didn't cry THAT hard

Strange, why didn't i cry after watching "Money no enough 2" Well, i confess, that the reason behind it is because : I'm simply not interested in Jack Neo Movie. I dun like him can?

I'm still left with one show that i haven't watch, i haven't buy it as well. the show is 12 lotus.. Dunno will i still cry anot.

sat : tomorrow got wedding
sun : got tuition
mon : got retest + dance rehearsal
tue : fly off to new zealand
next mon :back home

very busy.

time differece is 5 hours.

singapore may be 12 noon, nz may me 5pm

so if u want to call, note the time.

bye

War Stories

2008-11-05T15:02:00.007+08:00

Trailers for the two war movies I'm going to review a bout

PLEASE WATCH THE TAEGUKGI TRAILER! IT'S VERY TOUCHING WITH THE ADDED MUSIC

Taegukgi:

Hotel Rwanda:

Please listen the part at 0.50
"They are killing Tutsi children to wipe out the next generation"

We watched "Taegukgi" During Social studies lesson. Rated M18 but we still got to see it

This story is about two brothers during the korean war between north and south korea. Quite gore/gross and violent.

Golden scenes so far:

== Train Station Scene ==
Mother and wife-to-be holds tightly to the hands of their sons. This scene totally breaks my heart.

== War Scene ==

Jin-tae(Big Brother) tries to kill a north korean soldier. The north korean soldier begs him not to kill him, because he is only fifteen, and wishes Jin Tae to let him go.
Jin tae let him go, but however, the 15 year old korean soldier tries to strangle Jin Tae instead. But in the end, he still died.

If it was me, i would not kill him, but rather, knock him unconscious? Or maybe if i really had to kill him, i would say sorry first before killing him

If i was the boy, and yes, to ensure my survivor, i have to resort to dirty tricks to live on.

The movie hadn't ended, but i would "pre rate it" with 3.75 stars first.

Speaking of war movies, i watched one before in p5 the movie is called "Hotel Rwanda"
I remembered crying during that movie. Hmm, dunno will i still cry after watching Taegukgi

"

Brief overview:
Based on a true story back in 1994, when the Rwandan Genocide (between the Hutu race and Tutsi race) happened. There was one hotel manager, who turned his 5 star hotel for a place where people seek refuge. Keeping the people, protecting them and giving them rooms.

*clap*clap*clap*

5 out of 5 stars.

Golden scenes:

== Rain Scene ==
With that music, i really really cried.

Campus Superstar?

2008-11-01T21:14:00.002+08:00

(WARNING : De Xuan is currently insane)

ARGH!
I CANT HELP IT NOT TO BLOG RIGHT NOW!!

I SAW AN ADVERTISEMENT ABOUT THE CAMPUS SUPERSTAR 2009 AUDITION!! ARRRGH!!!

I WANT ZHEN YANG JOIN!!!

MAKE IT TO TOP TWENTIES!!!

LEE ZHEN YANG!!!

YOU ROCK!

SO WHAT IF YOU GET 4TH IN MJR IDOL? I BET YOU WILL AT LEAST BE THE 14TH!

Please? Join? T.T

T.T JOIN!! T.T

if you join, then i can leave without any worries...

I WILL REGRET IT IF YOU NEVER JOIN!!

YOU ~~SHALL~~ MUST JOIN, OR I WILL CRY, I MEAN IT! :(

Zapin-ing :D

2008-11-01T11:07:00.004+08:00

Woo~!

Tired.

Yesterday learned a Zapin (traditional dance of arab form) from Mr Azman after school
<3
I so totally like dancing, but can't dance well, and especially the hand-leg co-ordination :S

Quite fun, but, i always get the sides wrong - people turn left, i turn right :X

I am so gonna have stage fright in new zealand. D:

Ok, so yesterday was quite ok. Danced with Xin Ying, Wen Yi, Jun Lin and Darren. SIANNED! Monday still got rehearsal.

Lucky Xin Ying was there to correct the beats, or i'll be doing everything wrong (coz she is a professional dancer, so this malay dance isn't gonna be hard to her :D)

Think we're gonna wear songkok and sarong, and the girls are wearing baju kurong with the batik scarf? I wonder if they have sarong my size ._.

After dancing, waited for rayna and want to go home together. I saw both Su Hiang & Rayna when their CCA ended.

Den walk walk, talk talk, den go market eat little bit.

Sorry rayna, paiseh make you wait for my bus with me. You could have got home earlier de lor.

Reached home at around 7.40pm, watched avatar den bathe, den sleep at 8.50pm plus
Slept till 2am, den i flip and turn on the bed until i sleep at 4am, then woke up at 8am today..

PS:
Just made a pen-pal called Wymann :DDDDD (see the tagbox)

The day had come :)

2008-10-29T16:44:00.004+08:00

Firstly, Please relink my girl blog address if you had linked me. The new url is here

Ok. I'll start blogging

just came home from school. And i was surprised to see xq at the bus stop near my house. :D

The day had come? What day?
This friday... I've been waiting for it...

I finally get to dance again... YAY!!! (tiring, but it's all worth it) Dancing ronggeng - malay dance

this is just very briefly how it "might be" like.

gotta go now

PS : Xiu Qian, pleeease come to my girl blog

www.hiddenjuliet.blogspot.com

Dead.

2008-10-23T21:24:00.004+08:00

Should i even be blogging right now?

My current status is : Retain at sec 3 express.

I wanna burst into tears le. All my friends promoted to sec 4 express successfully, i'm just junk.

JUNK!

PTI totally ripped my soul...

But anyway, i'll right here wish all those promoted to sec 4 express good luck, which includes Xiu Qian & Rayna, and my close friends like Zhen Yang, Christopher and all the others.

Hope your future ahead is as bright as gold.

*PS : Ms Salina reads my blog

Emo?

2008-10-22T20:53:00.002+08:00

Hai.. EMO styled life again?

My life is as messy as my blog skin...

"Over My Head (Cable Car)"

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your ...

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm over my...

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

家有囍事！

2008-10-21T18:18:00.027+08:00

Warning : Computer may lag, many nice pictures ahead,
too bad if u can't see them

Please scroll down to day 3 and tell me if i look better like this?

囍囍囍
Yup, i'm blogging right now about the trip to malaysia for my biao ge's wedding.

I am fucking lazy to type, so pictures only, coupled with some captions, hope u can understand what i mean, and i'm also effing lazy to rotate the pictures as well -.-

囍囍囍
Day 1
Attire : Full Casual
Events : Do hair, BBQ, See wedding album, Zhilian
Brief Description: First time pengkang rou gan

Afternoon/evening:

Me and Mother doing our hair. I rebonded my fringe at a f*cking low price of RM30, and it looks nicer than singapore :D

Barbecue Banquet　@ Bridegroom's Courtyard

Wedding Album(they really went to desaru for the outdoor shots)
They look gorgeous right? And my cousin look so handsome :D

囍囍囍
Day 2:
Attire: Semi-casual, Semi-formal Wear
Events: Zhilian, Wait for Cousin to fetch bride, Pang Teh, Take random shots, take shots of people
Brief Description: First time having a to see a bride on the first day of wedding (normally i go to the restaurant de, not the bride come house de)

Morning - Zhilian Shots
Brown is sleeping clothes,
Bright Orange is Semi-formal, Semi-Casual Wear

Prepare to... BRING IN THE BRIDE(and the buffet :D)
Ok, really, this is the first time seeing the groom burning the Biang Pao when the bride comes home,
and it's also my first time having to "siam" the bride. WOOHOO! Big eye opener for me

Praying to the gods & ancestors

Pang Teh

Grandparents

Groom's Parents(My First Uncle)

First Aunt

Fifth Aunt(My mother)

Family Portrait & Chapalang Pics

Groom's Side

Bride's Side

Hong Pao for calling the bride and groom "Biao ge" and "Biao sao"

囍囍囍
Day 3
Attire : Full Formal
Events : Wedding Banquet, take random shots, zhilian, depart for Singapore
Brief Description: I LOOK SO NOT LIKE ME!(am i looking better like this?)

CUTE NIECE

At the restaurant

A TRADITIONAL YAM SENG

Zhilian and depart for Singapore

I'm Bringing Sexy Back! :D

2008-10-19T20:30:00.006+08:00

Whee! I'm back.

Shall post about the events tomorrow, shall post about two movie DVD reviews that i watched in Malaysia:

#1 - Bu Neng Shuo De Mimi (IT'S SIMPLY EXHILARATING!!!)

I noe, i noe, many of you have watched this movie right? I'm recommending you people to reWATCH IT!!!!

It's totally amazing, one of my best love story movie i've seen so far.. (and yes, I cried again)

I cried at the liquid paper part, when Jay Chou discovers that xiao yu was someone from the past.

OK, SERIOUSLY PEOPLE CAN GET STRESSED WHEN WATCHING THIS MOVIE!

I felt so so stressed when i saw jay trying to make the liquid paper heart. I was like "omg! Why no ink? JAY CHOU!! FASTER WRITE!!!!" - i cry

And i am so totally very in love with the last part, when jay tries to get in the piano hall and play "secret" I think my heart has forgotten to beat. <3 I am effing stressed lor.. The building is about to collapse anytime:
"(while playing the secret theme)rumble rumble shing shing rumble"

And then...

"Daaannng!".... (shan't explain further if u've watch the movie)

I almost had a heart attack and i was really screaming softly "快点弹!快点弹!"

I think if i've watched it in the cinema, i would have died. It would be tension x 10, with the big screen.

Big Question Mark ?:
When Jay when back, is it the time Xiao Yu already meet Jay or that is a 1st meet?

Because from the expression of Xiao Yu, it may be safe to say that Xiao Yu meet Jay for the first time in the end. Coz she not feeling excited when she saw Jay. She just looks at Jay with a simply smiling face.

If Jay can come back at the time she already know Jay longtime ago, she should excited or she must be surprise too; and a maybe, she will run towards Jay.

"Jay manages to change Xiao Yu's fate by preventing her to find the score and in the end, prevented her death. As seen that they graduated happily."

"the piano piece has to be played at a fast speed in order to go back to the past. Since jay's skill is better than Xiao Yu, and coupled with the fact that the building is going to fall anytime, Lun played the piece at a speed faster than Yu's. Hence, he went back further than 20 yrs exactly. He went back to even before Yu found the piano score. Which is why Yu cant seem to recognize Lun." Source:esther@JCN

And I think these might be logical, because of the "liquid paper scene in 1979", Xiao Yu cried until she die, because she cannot suffer too much shock, and well, jay chou might prevent her from finding the piano score after all..

Will there be a sequel?

"A big possibility that there will be a sequel with this one. The guy will meet his father in the past... my guess is that its inevitable that the girl will still die due to her sickness... and jay will realize that he does not belong there... so he wants to go back in the future for the girl that likes her while he was still in high school... the old piano might get repaired, ang he'll comeback like more than 20 yrs, and everythings different for him, now he'll find the girl :P" -- source from a youtube user

Discuss.

Movie Clips:

I dun mind having a heart attack again.

#2 - Music And Lyrics

I believe you all had heard of the song "Way Back Into Love" Right? This is the movie where this song came from.

And (i cried, the second time, AGAIN! [why am i so emotional?])

It's truly a beautiful movie, but it's not as great as The Secret.
I give it a 4/5 stars for Music and Lyrics

super brief and short review
The story talks about 2 people, trying to create a song called "Way Back Into Love".. The "Music" is the guy, the "Lyrics" is the girl, can't have each other..

<3

Fhotoshopping Frenzy

2008-10-18T12:40:00.002+08:00

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Retouched images on 09102008 (unfortunately, some are "unretouchable")

BEHOLD THE POWER OF PHOTOSHOP!!! :D (that really is the original colour)

New School Visit

2008-10-17T12:45:00.004+08:00

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YAY!! Went to new school at ubi yesterday.. Quite empty, and yes, i'm excited to go there, but.... THE SCOUTS ROOM IS SO EFFIN SMALL!!!!!!! How to put our pioneering poles etc? Haiyo

anw, it's "bigger and better" than our current campus. Uhuh, i wonder how was it like in 1980s - no new block, no mrt to restrict the field

Aft tht, while waiting for the bus to fetch us, we played bubbles.. Den in school, there was no teacher until 2.10pm

Back in school, we were like playing psp, listening to song, sing song and playing : "Inter CCA" ARM WRESTLING!!

LOL!

Because Xiu Qian has won the strongest girl so far - Yan Ting, Kai Tat (so far nobody won him), challenged xiu qian..

Den cheryl say Xiu Qian de hand confirm strong de, because she always 拉二胡..

KT :"我管你二胡三胡四胡还是五胡，你跟我玩就对了，你代表二胡是吗？我代表芝麻糊"

I was really roflmao!

Pictures for the day (i photoshopped them to make them nicer, my phone de photo always blue blue de):

Xiu Qian (somehow, she just reminded me of a kissing fish ._.):

Rayna :

Kai Tat (before and after photoshopping):

Tim Burton's Corpse Bride

2008-10-16T15:27:00.004+08:00

Hey people, i'll update my post with a movie review.. I'll update what has happened today as an auto post tomorrow.

Cried at night after watching the show on channel 5 last night. I'm terribly touched by the corpse bride..

Ok seriously, i dun know how to put down in words, but please, you all should watch that film, i recommend it

This is a love story, with a little drama and tragedy.

Speaking of bride, I'm going malaysia for a wedding till sunday night. Monday may not be coming to school.. too tired..

Should I?

2008-10-15T16:20:00.001+08:00

The main problem now is not "should i?" but "will i?"

People kept telling me not to drop art.. Hai.

I'm so unsure now.. Yes, dropping art is good.. but.. How? I drew like primary school de..

I so xian mu everyone lor, can draw so well.. I think even a 5 year old kid can draw an artpiece more abstract than me.

ROAR!

Be an animator in the future? Not what i really wanted.

Sian.. Seriously, i dun even i'll study when i drop art. Remember a month ago when i said i lock up my computer? It wasn't even successful.

So.. Should i?

This is something not even god can help. It's up to me to decide my own future.

The Hate For Art

2008-10-14T15:39:00.006+08:00

Heys, I'm feeling better right now.. Sry people, I'm gonna rant again.

===Start Of Rant===

I wonder.. Why should i study art? If only that Mrs Tay had opened a class for food and nutrition.. kns.

In the end, most of the people got into art, VERY UNFORTUNATELY, even though some had not even put art in their choice.

Not enough people to open a class? Big fat lie. Tell me, how many f&n teachers are there?

1.Mdm Rosita,
2.Ms Ng
3.Mrs Yvonne Chan

this is just nice.

JUST LOOK AT THE NUMBER OF ART TEACHERS! Only Mr Wong... the only fellow teaching art, and well, the other art teachers are not permanent

Art totally sux.. So what if i get good grades for art? I have no interests for it. And besides... That teacher is just totally bias. (I'm not saying that because i get poor results for art, but really, he is bias)

So what?...
I dun giv a damn..
I'm not an art student, and dun try to make me one..

And yup, i threw my art piece away.. Dun giv a damn.. I would rather concentrate on my core subjects..

I'm much filled with hate right now, because.. Of someone~ (whom i've always hated, not Miss "C")

can he like stop insulting me? It's none of his business anyway, whether i drop or not..
Well, i would say : Let his mouth rot!

Stop calling me stupid, u aren't much better as well.. Tell me, so what if i can't be good? Dun forget, u can't go into triple science..

Back in sec two, u called be stupid for not choosing triple sciences.. I mean, come on! I know what suits me!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Disgusting. Bu zhi liang li.

But right now, aren't you the same class as me? Last class is what u used to call me. But now, haha, divine retribution..

You will get retribution for all you have done.. I know what is best for me, my advice to you : shut your trap.

*blow a kiss*

and i know, you are reading my blog now..

=== End ===

My blog song really suits my mood now.. Haha, never expected the lyrics could be so good, just like what i have to say to *that guy*

Changed blog song : Freak out by avril lavigne.

Try to tell me what I shouldn't do
You should know by now,
I won't listen to you
Walk around with my hands up in the air
Cause I don't care

Cause I'm alright, I'm fine

Just freak out, let it go
I'm gonna live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compramise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go
Just freak out, let it go

You don't always have to do everything right
Stand up for yourself
And put up a fight
walk around with your hands up in the air
Like you don't care

Cause I'm alright, I'm fine

Just freak out, let it go
I'm gonna live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compramise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go

On my own
Let it go
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Just let me live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compramise
Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out, let it go

Gonna freak out, let it go
Gonna freak out, let it go

Fifteen (:

2008-10-10T17:09:00.003+08:00

Morning went out to make ic. D:
the ic photo of mine is ugly D:
and den the person help my "cut" my photo's hair because it's like a filled ready-to-explode curry puff (lol)
and also..

den after that went to National University hospital, planning to buy an insole for my feet.

Shoo!

Cannot find that shop lor, wat must see doctor, need doctor's letter etc lor! KNS

wasted so much time.. Then in the end found one shop call "health and u".. But the insole not pop up enough.
In the end have to take mrt from dover to aljunied to "Singapore Footcare Centre" which is quite near Manjusri.

Made an urgent appointment, which is tomorrow.. The person in the phone say must wait for the phone call tomorrow, then can come down..

SADDED! Cannot go for scouts cycling.. If my insole never crack, i may be able to learn biking after all, then call cycle with xiu qian and rayna they all ._.

That insole is A MUST to make, because without it, when i walk in my shoes my feet will feel super pain. Flat feet sux..

Haii.. I'm gonna miss scouts for two weeks because next week i'm going to a wedding at malaysia.

friday go in, sunday come out..

ok gtg le

bye bye

I'm Blessed :)

2008-10-09T22:46:00.007+08:00

I'M BLESSED TO HAVE FRIENDS LIKE XIU QIAN AND RAYNA. THANK YOU ALL FOR TODAY 09102008

WHEE! I just had the best day of my life

After art exam, waited for xiu qian to finish her literature paper den me and rayna all go Ashton to eat.

While waiting, we talked alot. about dreams, superbands, art, etc.

on the way there, Didn't know what has gotten into Xiu Qian today... she became so hyper!
sing song, dance etc. ._.

At the Ashton
OMG! It taste heavenly. OH YES! I'M FORTUNATE TO HAVE MY FRIENDS TOGETHER TO ENJOY THAT SCRUMPTIOUS AMBROSIA!

<3

I spoke my mind aloud, that.. I'm very happy today, to be with my friends, having nice food and fun activities.. "Though it was late" 06102008. Well, i take it as i did not plan for any programmes and have to end up having Xiu qian to plan for me ._.

After having our food, we went to east coast park to fly kite. bought a kite a started flying :)))))))))

My 1st kite in life. Really. My first time holding a kite.

AWWWW! I'M TRULY BLESSED

flew kite until 7pm liddat. watch sunset.. Den Xiu Qian need leave early because need to go home early. Left Me and Rayna.. We walked to ntuc den buy some drinks, den talk awhile den go home.

Reach home about nine plus.

East coast park my heaven? Well.. We'll see on sat.. Scouts cycling :(

Here's the pictures for today (ok, seriously i look fugly and unglam).. Most of the pictures below are photoshopped due to the "blue colour wash"

Hot? NOT! :D

2008-10-08T12:51:00.002+08:00

Maths is just totally killing me. RARH! Stupid lee beng huat. i dun believe that any ah beng will huat :D

he everytime set hard hard de paper lor. den i feel tht he super bias.. kns lor. a DM summore.. CORRUPTED DM! D:

anyway. i'm now going to chiong my art le.. hais sian..

BRAIN PAIN D:

2008-10-07T15:26:00.002+08:00

suffering from brain pain D:

RARH! 3 paper just now. wth lor. my brian cell all die le. den tml still gt maths paper 2.

Sian. my art also havent draw a single sai yet except for that stupid bean. I THROW AWAY THE BEAN LE LAR!!!! fed up.

still got 2 more days eoy over le. YIPPEE! :D

BIRTHDAY!! :DDDD

2008-10-06T15:01:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~!!! :DDDDDDDD

I'm finally fifteeeeeeeeen! (:

Was expecting "Happy Birthday Wishes" frm people, but only quite a few did that. But, It's ok! :D

I know everyone is studying hard for all these exams, so. i wun mind.. My greatest wish ever is to have all my classmates, friends and best friends to promote to next year successfully, and not repeat the year.

SO.. MUG HARD EVERYONE!

Happy birthday to meeeeee :D

HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY!

My new skin cute?

Happy Birthday?

2008-10-02T16:15:00.003+08:00

4 days to my birthday.. (:

yayayay! Making IC soon. But have to wait till mid-nov to get, when i'm in new zealand ._.

sianned. EOY.

well, let's blog about today:

those hours in school are so damn wasted. Teacher try to teach and revise with us, but people talking.. Den summore when people talk, i can't concentrate, so... I sleep in class -.-'''

Aft sch went home with zy & st. but b4 tht, i go canteen tapao food for mummy (initially), but den zy want buy from me the fried hokien noodles, and then, instead, he gave his mum.

Went to his house aft tht. LOL he gave his mum the noodles den his mum say so not like him.. Uhuh, den i think one of his "auntie" said to his mum tht (translated to english) "We Asians are like that, dun really care much, u must learn to appreciate, like those westerners who show their love like that"

So aft tht, went to ntuc to buy tuna.

Note to self : STOP EATING!!!!!!!!!

RARGH!!

68kg and gaining...
34 inches tummy and growing...
6 servings of carbohydrates and adding...

hai.. i wan to slim down :(

gotta go mugggggg!! bye everyone, good luck wors

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslim Readers

2008-10-01T12:31:00.002+08:00

ZZZ I Lazy type

Exam Stress : 我疯了。

2008-09-30T23:22:00.002+08:00

S.O.S. please someone help me.
It's not healthy... for me to feel this way

Fucking Cabbies

2008-09-29T17:39:00.004+08:00

ranting today, please bear with me. (especially anyone whose relatives/parents/friends' parents are cabbies : i'm saying sorry first)

Hoping to happily eat our mcvalue lunch but fcuk. tht fucking cabbie charged us for $8.10 for just a short trip to xiu qian dere the macdonald. (but still, i ate my lunch happily in the end)

fucking hell lor. Everytime i take cab with my mum, tht cabbie charge us only like less than 6 from ang mo kio/ bishan back home, and for me, he charged innocent students like us more than that.

Guess what?

My trip back home from school is $6 plus. With mum = $4 plus.

Kns lor. Think that students very easy to cheat. I tell them faster then they like kpkb liddat, say later kena police catch, bang car.. ji dua du sai, den scold us.

mama tell them faster : "okay auntie, 我尽量快"

fuck lor. seriously in some cases i bus even faster. duno what to cabbies are thinking.

can't blame them la. Inflation.
But there are still good uncles who drives me to the destination promptly/

To all bad cabbies reading my blog:

students are not for you to cheat.
asshole

Girl Blog Updated Again

2008-09-28T22:12:00.002+08:00

Awww...

I can't help not to update my girl blog again.

Untitled

2008-09-27T19:26:00.003+08:00

RArh!
i wait 12 hours to upload 600 photos into friendster.

and i have to wait somemore to save. !!!!

REALLY TWELVE HOURS. from morning until now.

I think my com soon going to bao zha, so blog fast fast

i still got 400 pics havent upload T.T

And right now only 91 pictures are uploaded. kns

I upload tomorrow, put overnight see how

To Xiu Qian:

how much time did u take to upload all the cambodia photos?

bye bye le

Revising through blogging?

2008-09-24T18:16:00.003+08:00

Memorizing is not mesmerizing!

(by the way, my girl blog is inactive, because i'm now in a "boy mode", will update when i'm in a "girl mode")

English paper starts this friday. Wish all of you a very very good luck. hope we can be together as a class again.

I suddenly feel like dedicating this song to Kai Tat:
Mariah Carey - Can't ~~live~~ scout if ~~living~~ scouting is without you.

Last sat was enjoying because kt went back to scouts. Haha. It could only be fun with him. Whoo~

Among the other past spls, I like this SPL the most :))))

EOY this week lehs~ super, effin, dangerously, tremendously, important.

My birthday is here. Sian, never had such a birthday before - oct 6
[hints :D]

"Birthday Papers":
Social Studies Paper
Chemistry Paper
POA Paper 1.

all so hard de subjects.

ok have to now.

bye

Zhen Yang's Quiz

2008-09-18T21:37:00.003+08:00

nothing to blog about so did his long overdued quiz

#01: The person who tag/ pass you is?
Zhen Yang

#02: Your relationship with him/ her?
"close, but not that close" friend

#03: Your five impression of him/ her?
like to talk ... (=X), like to disturb people, friendly, talkative, fun

#04: The most memorable thing he/ she had done for you?
send me my current blog song and accepted me into his group during ifd project (:

#05: The most memorable thing he/ she has said to you?
Iteh! Kaskedeh! Hayaku!

#06: If he/ she become your lover, you will?
like that will ever happen =.=

#08: If he/ she became your enemy, you will?
idk

#09: If he/ she became your enemy, the reason will be?
he too cocky :X

#10: The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her is?
finish this quiz

#11: Your overall impression of him/her is?
Kaskedeh!!! :DDD

#12: How you think people around you will feel about you?
loyal, feminine, quiet

#13: The characters you love of yourself are?
loyal

#14: On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
femininity

#15: The most ideal person you want to be is?
zhen yang (lol?)

#16: For people who care and like you, say something to them.
i love you too!!!

#17: Pass this quiz to first 10 person that you can think of, how they feel about you.
1: xiu qian
2: rayna
3: li qing
4: sharmaine
5: huda
6: toh wee
7: xin ying
8: adeline
9: marissa
10:zhirong

#18: Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
no one i think?

#19: Is no.9 a male or female?
super chio female (:

#20: If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
i faint -.-''

#21: What is no. 2 studying about?
same as me

#22: When was the last time you had a chat?
yesterday

#23: What kind of music band does no.8 like?
idk

#24: Does no. 1 has any siblings?
yup, a younger brother

#25: Will you woo no.3?
consider? (lol)

#26: How abt no.7?
no.

#27: Is no.4 Single?
nope

#28: What is the surname of no.5?
nurul

#29: What's the hobby of no.10?
idk

#30: Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
erm.. just ok?

#31: Where is no.2 studying at?
manjusri sec

#32: Talk something casually about no. 1.
XIU QIAN!!! (lol, that's all i can think of)

#33: Where does no.9 live at?
should be paya lebar

#34: What colour does no. 4 like?
idk

#35: Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
ok friends?

#36: Does no.1 have any pets?
she used to have.

#37: Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
i am in no position to say that. (but she is quite) :D

LOL

2008-09-16T16:32:00.001+08:00

Grabbed from someone else's blog

> > Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian names:
> > Anne Chang
> > (Mandarin)-Dirty
> >
> > Anne Chin
> > (Mandarin) - Keep quiet
> >
> > Faye Chen
> > (Mandarin) - Dusty
> >
> > Carl Cheng
> > (Hokkien) - Buttock
> >
> > Monica Cheng
> > Hokkien) - Touching your buttocks
> >
> > Lucy Leow
> > (Hokkien) - You are dead
> >
> > Jane Tan
> > (Mandarin) - Frying eggs
> >
> > Suzie Leow
> > (Hokkien) - Lost till death
> >
> > Henry Mah
> > (Mandarin) - Hate your mum
> >
> > Corrine Tai
> > (Hokkien) - Poor fellow
> >
> > Paul Chan
> > (Mandarin) - Bankrupt
> >
> > Nelson Tan
> > (Mandarin) - Bird laying eggs
> >
> > Leslie Tong
> > (Mandarin) - Rubbish bin
> >
> > Carmen Teng
> > (Hokkien) - Leg hair long
> >
> > Connie Mah
> > (Cantonese) - Call your mother
> >
> > Danny See
> > (Hokkien) - Squeeze you to death
> >
> > Rosie Teng
> > (Hokkien) - Screws and nails
> >
> > Pete Tsai
> > (Hokkien) - Nose droppings
> >
> > Macy Koh
> > (Cantonese) - Never die before

Into Soul.

2008-09-15T16:26:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps.

Currently into soul and slow r&b music. Eg : Fang Da Tong's 愛愛愛, David Tao's Signature songs like ye lai xiang, etc.

so yups, changing mood.

Sian. Duno wat song to put for my blog lehs. Haiyo. mafan, mafan, mafan.

EOY is so important to me lor. Hai, but just dunno how to study with all these distractions, especially my computer. I still need it for art research or else mr wong will kpkb with me. kns, like i want to be in class like that. He think he very lihai lar? wth.

Kns!

Mr Lai called me to remove my jacket this morning. I mean, like i like to torture myself with this heat. It's cold okay? What's more, he ordered the assembly to be held indoors. So paiseh lor, remove my clothes with so many people watching me.

Next time i wear those dull coloured ones see what he can say.

anyway, i'm off to studying my humanities. POA as well, for this week.

bye.

InBox

2008-09-13T22:28:00.004+08:00

Firstly to all readers,

HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL.

changed my song to suit the mood, the song called "Dan yuan ren chan jiu" :)

Scouts today was kinda tiring, and.. i broke a piece of glass. >.<

Since we are moving school, so we need to pack our equipments and stuffs.. Dots, i was given the "glass job" - need to clean and wash the glass from the pressure lamp and kerosene lamp.

*PIANG*

gg ler - that's what i thought. Hai, i broke the glass.

I'm so afraid of glass ware now. ZZZ

Hai, sadded.. School moving. T.T I cried in bendemeer primary in 2004 when we were moving school, i wonder what happen if in manjusri sec Oo

*Flashbacks

I was in primary five, and then i helped mr hong to move all those science room stuffs to the new school's science room. And also help in clearing the pond? Went home like 6? Leg so suan, den summore the new school de lift not operating, had to move those specimens up the stairs - THIRD FLOOR omygawd.

I think only those in bendemeer primary helped, not beng wan primary *rolls eyes*

*Further Flashback
The year 2001 - starting of a new life.
Moved here in first of may 2001. Was in primary 2 that time? I was like in charged of labeling?

eg : Up - cannot move or stack anyhow, draw big arrows facing the correct direction
Fragile - Universal symbol of a glass ware cracking.
item's location - master bedroom

And for those religious items - the guanyin statue, the fengshui crystal mountain, etc etc, had to moved by the "shi fu"

how many years had i been here? When i moved in, my neighbour was pregnant, and after that, she gave birth.
Her son is primary 1?
So about 5 or 6 years.. Time flies.

okok, back to current reality.
wrap pegs,
wrap the glass ware,
wrap the souvenirs

taped boxes
taped containers

dismantle racks
dismantle shelves

brought home important documants
(which i really had to be 1000x careful, not to lose it, soil it, tear it, wet it, crumple it, fold it)

And the girl i was talking about? nope, she isn't suitable :X. but i so envious of those who has a partner~

bye people.

One year.

2008-09-12T21:30:00.003+08:00

Hey people, i was doing art research so i thought of dropping by to blog. *big fat lie*

actually, i came here to blog because of a reason. it's the one year anniversary since i asked a girl for stead, one year anniversary since that Pulut Hitam rejected me. Which is that Gemini.

Hai.. one year seems so fast. Went out for lunch today with kt, tsy, zy & nat.

I said to avoid eating pulut hitam, but, i ate it today. One year..

Pulut Hitam seems so sweet then when i was courting her. but on last year's today, The taste of Pulut Hitam has become bitter ever since. 13092007.

Had my bowl of pulut hitam today. It wasn't bitter, and it wasn't sweet. It's tasteless, blend. I have no more feelings le.

I really feel so silly lor, blogging last year saying i'll wait for her for 15 years, and then we get married -.-''

DOTS... Like i'll ever know what will happen 15 years later?

For these 365 days, i hadn't been falling in love with a girl like her. Those sec 1 and sec 2 days when i said i like someone, i was just being so playful. aiyoh.

One year ler. I will still continue to avoid eating pulut hitam and not fall in love with a gemini. Because i see my parent as a unhappy example - the gemini will suffer if a libra is with her in a relation.

anyway, i think i might be liking another girl now. Her horoscope is cancer i think? Not really sure yet. We've met only a few times. I also cannot confirm whether i really like her anot. What's more, she's younger than me.

Start a new relation? Well, exams are round the corner and i wish to study first.

Bye people.

Starting Mugging

2008-09-05T11:32:00.003+08:00

Holidays ending. School starting. Exams are near. MUST PROMOTE TO SEC 4 EXPRESS AND THEN PASS O LEVELS!!!

MUGMUGMUG!

Jia you everyone for your end of year exams. Hope we can be together as one class again next year.

Bye~

HAIR SCARE!

2008-09-04T20:26:00.004+08:00

ARGH!

fuckit. my hair is now fugly. it's freakin disgustin. Not gonna describe it here, but soon. YOU WILL SEE HOW BAD IT IS BEING DONE D:

you'll find out how i look after the holidays. gg ler lars the person once snip off my hair, how to get back? wth. must wait until 2 mths later before getting long hair. By then, i'll be at new zealand, with a hair of an ugly bush D:

my curls are like crazy by then. hai.. pray hard that my hair can see the light again.
Give you a clue of my hair : high slope + ns + coffeeshop uncle in his 40s

Anw, here's a pic before i cut my hair:

New Skin

2008-09-02T21:39:00.001+08:00

Hey people.
Changed new skin because i dunno why that picture suddenly disappeared, so i used this skin.

Saved it in my com long time ago.

Easier said than done.

2008-08-30T13:32:00.005+08:00

went to do elearning, den shun bian blog. anw,
hai, had to blog again.

LEE ZHEN YANG ROCKS THE SCHOOL DOWN! YOU BRING DOWN THE ~~HOUSE~~ HALL AND PAC

Damn! his performance at the pac was SUPERB, but sadly, those blind and bias judges let someone else in to the finals instead. D:

He sang the song "lian ai i-n-g"!

So cool lor he. Just like his own concert liddat. OMG *screams* The whole PAC was so high larrs, he got so many fans and supporters.

Popularity:
♥♥♥♥♥+★★★+❥❥+ღღღღ

got what i mean?

anyway, in the mjr idol, i was like hoping someone to sing bleeding love or beautiful girl?

Hope tht nxt time he can become singer. will be one of his greatest fan :) jia you bah, i'm waiting for your cd.. :D

Yesterday:
Went back primary school..
Saw very few manjusrians. And i was like shocked! ZZZ didn't expect that sec 1 band junior to be in bendemeer.

So guai lor, close/related to each other but in primary school, but we dun even know we studied together.

Went out with mama aft tht to buy formal so nice lor, white colour de, summore less than my budget. from 12 dollars + discount = $8.60!!!

Today:
so happy.. finally get my pl badge ler, but i still need to polish abit.

Ok people off to really studying

I'm such a loser

2008-08-21T20:41:00.007+08:00

Hais. I'm so disappointed at myself. I flunked all my subjects. all of them.

useless! i'm so useless. Hai. I scared i retain. I dont know how will mummy react if i show her my report book. I do not wish to agitate her further. Some of you may know her condition. She is really in poor health now. Mummy, i'm so sorry..

Currently blasting to Avril Lavigne's Punk songs.

I'm gonna be mugging for my end of year exams from now. I swear. *crosses my heart* 我已经下定决心要把我的功课搞好，升上中四快捷班，而且还要在O水准那少过25分。

我一定要做到！

I've changed my blog song to : I'm gonna be strong.

If i have to quit blogging to get better results, then i shall do it.

bye people. Dont bother coming back coz i'm not blogging till eoy are over. No point looking at my other blog either. I'm giving up on love. But i still have to blog on the scouts blog, coz i hav to update things.

This blog is dead.... For now..

Double updates

2008-08-20T18:46:00.002+08:00

ytd:

went to chinese heritage centre at chinatown.. saw how those people lived in those olden days..

smth like "wu suo nan yang"

felt very sad for them. hais..anw, say quite a few interesting things such as:
olden "FHM"
prostitutes
samsui womens
and sago street's dark past

went to parkway to see coconut. DAMN! when going home, 31 took an effin long time. ZZZ duno why i kept being concerned about the coconut

today:
nt much things happened..
aft sch was poa test, den aft poa test, went out with Rayna and Annabel to market to eat. Den was wanting to go to paya lebar de this fashion see clothes, but scared mama scold, so went home aft tht..

Apologies to rayna~
Ok, gtg now, have to email howard sir the list of those who is in need help in their subjects, he's giving us free tuition

bye bye

Rant day

2008-08-19T21:25:00.006+08:00

ranting in my girl blog as well.

fucker. you said that i'm a gay in your blog. kns, i wouldn't even try to like you if you aren't one.

You kept saying that you and him are good friends. I think that's just a fucking lie to cover up that you like him.

from whom did you hear i'm gay? Arent you one?

Btw sucker, i'm a bisexual.

slim chance, fat hope that you and him will be together as stead/

Super Tired

2008-08-16T20:45:00.005+08:00

RARH!!

had scoutt today. do pt and then build monkey bridge. tired, then had plc. SHIT! I completely forgotten what Howard Sir had said because i'm effin tired.

i hadnt got enough sleep past nights, and no afternoon naps, due to those effin files to be checked by mrs tay..

still have to copy all those notes i've not done or mrs tay will come after me. omg.

anw, went to maternal grandma's house. long time nv go her house lerr. 4 or 5 months? my main purpose was to actually pamper myself with that YOGHURT at Ang Mo Kio Hub. <333 i ate like 3 servings? oops :X

i bath at her house. uhuh. and she showed me my undies and called me choose one to wear :X actually, there were 3,

one is th current brand, one is the brand that i last used, and one.... Crocodile kids. i wore it in like p5 or p6?

OMFG! i still fit in that kiddy underwear! and it is still loose :X

and so... i was fatter in the past. told ya about my chinese formal pants? ya, it efffin loose.

i also left my unit tee there in case i do not have extra tee next time (anyway i still have the new green colour unit tee, so i dun need worry)

and then father fetch me home.

that's all ler i think? sleeping now

ZZZ

btw, what did Howard Sir said about wednesday? BIG OPPS! really tired at that moment

bye bye.

Shining Oylimpic Medal

2008-08-15T21:19:00.003+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO SINGAPORE PING-PONG PLAYERS FOR MAKING IT INTO THE FINALS!!

hahas. never knew such a quiet person like me could be so interested in sports?

BLEAHX! Only in olympic games, then i watch those ping pong matches

went home after lunching at school.. on-ed tv watch the table tennis match : Singapore VS Korea

omygosh. really exciting. really intensed!

pings and pongs ~

i was reaally like praying for singapore, and wishing for those koreans to hit the table tennis ball on the net.

YAY! WE GOT INTO FINALS!!

JIA YOU LI JIA WEI AND HER TEAMMATES !

S - IN - GA -PORE! U all heard this cheer on national day

GO TEAM SINGAPORE! JIA YOU!!!!

SIANNED!

2008-08-13T20:43:00.003+08:00

WTF.

my file kena principal check. what the fuck. den that sun beh beh call me stay back to do file >:(

i told her i nid to eat medicine, so she call me eat le den come back school.

in the end, ended up looking for physics teacher to study physics. consulted mr tan, den we kiasu, consult mr gui again. lawls.

cb. so many missing worksheets in my chinese file. kanasai, den she also tell me to redo content page and cover page coz not nice.

Zzz, first that principal did not start an F&N class and now she's expecting my file to be seen by her. >:(

hai. my friends also kena file checking by that principal.

Xiu Qian - Literature
Rayna - Mathematics
Marissa - Principle of Accounts
Xin Ying - Principle of Accounts
Me - Chinese

ZZZ... why like whole clique kena.

A$$#ol£

hai. kns. my chinese file term one work not complete, term two work all missing

gg fer miie tis time lerrs.

I need that goddamned thing right now!

2008-08-12T20:45:00.005+08:00

I suddenly feel like i wanna dance, a mass dance. Campfires, line dance ANYTHING!

ARGH!!! How?!

*flashbacks* : learning the campfire dance

*flashbacks* : dancing in that campfire

*flashbacks* : that friendship dance

*flashbacks* : montage performance in 2006 and 2008 by choir

D:

Feeling very frustrated right now. i wanna learn dancing with a huge group of people. Mass dance at the community club? I DUN HAVE THAT GODDAMNED TIME!

D:

could someone tell me wat to do? I'm having SS test tomorrow and i'm still concerned about dancing. wtf

~feel lyk cryin coz i rmb-ed when yanye left me for her own benefits

D:

she left me.

It's all past tense now! i wanna shake my body or smth. dancing solo is not my type. Seriously, i love dancing, dancing with a group.

Hai. wonder if i could install a disco ball in my room and invite my clique friends over for a "dance night" after the exams.

uhuh, i wish i could like go to a club or a pub? dance and shake all my troubles away.

perhaps stress bah?

hai. duno la. i feel so tied up. no freedom.

if there is a big group dance, i would really wanna join..

like that campfire dance~ D:

~you aint nothing but a hound dog, cryin all the time.~

Sick D:

2008-08-11T20:24:00.001+08:00

I'm sick again. D:

Common test is next week. It really hard to concentrate and study when sick D:

still got tonnes of undone homework D:

D:

HAPPY 43rd NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE

2008-08-09T10:55:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Hey people, deleted my previous post because i'm feelin much better now.

My favourite national day theme song is "my island home" - putting it as blog song..

was planning to go marina and watch fireworks, but i kena attacked by cough and flu due to yesterday. :(

Moody

2008-08-07T15:28:00.003+08:00

Feeling moody today, or is it that i'm just tired? Hai.. Got back my social studies results. I received one mark, out of the paper.

one bloody fcuking mark.

Mr gui during physics lesson also very disappointed with our attitude. Never see him scold or raise his voice before. Hai. was one of those who made him angry as well.

Humming silently the song "chap ji lian huay" - 12 lotus flower all day. Didn't know why.. The song is really sad, and if u look at the lyrics, ur heart will feel sour.

I scared i will retain my sec 3 year. What is even worse, is that, i drop to n/a. N/A is not good. Had major incidents with those students there. bullied b4.

~ko lian ah, lian huay ah.. si zai ko lian dai..~

Overdued Pics!

2008-08-04T22:08:00.010+08:00

sorries~ no time to upload all these pics. it has been in my phone for 2 months the most? so.. here they are:

Sexy during camp :D

sun behbeh slpingz.. Zzz.. wonder zhenyang's angle of her slping at whr le..

Xin Ying's Birthday:

Camwhore shots:

Special Thanks to : Marissa, for lending me her shades. Damn! Wish i had one of those like hers.

With Birthday Girl :)))

Group Shot!

Melayu Wedding

2008-08-03T13:25:00.002+08:00

Currently blogging now because of a malay wedding downstairs :)

Dun know how to describe la, but it's like GRAND. Grander than chinese wedding?

1st: Motorist guest arrival - making the whole area so lively.
VROOOM, VROOOM, VROOM - 15 to 18 motorist like that. with coupling horns from the cars.

2nd: The drumming parade - the bride and groom walks down the road. (wedding held at carpark)

awww.. i wish i was tht groom.. tht bride is pretty :) and so many people seeing the "parade ceremony"

Huda, if u are reading my blog now, could you tag me and tell me more abt the "vroom-vroom" and the "parade"?

Happy Birthday Xin Ying!

2008-08-02T19:11:00.004+08:00

Mrn went 4 scouts tday.. nt gonna talk much abt scouts..

Well, anw, after scouts, i ran to the bus stop (really run!) to go home, for fear tht i might be late.

Mummy kept asking me who am i going out on a date with. Lols. Coz i bathe, wore my formal, spike my hair, and put on my perfume. It was really like a date with my gf

when i reach vivo, i cant find the yoshinoya, well, it's at habourfront centre, not vivocity

xian ya, sharmaine and xin ying ald thr.

wait wait wait.. Den adeline, mars, wei xing, victor, and some band juniors also come. If only xiu qian, rayna and christopher, was there as well. haiis sadded.

Aft lunch, xin ying den, decided to go to sentosa instead of movie at golden village, vivocity.

I was like : Huh? Sentosa? i'm in my formal u knoe?
But since the birthday girl is the biggest, so i listen to her.. Hahas

ZZZ i think my photo might be posted in stomp.sg - Formal in the beach.

Damn hot la. They all bought t shirt and shorts and a volleyball to play at sentosa
That goes my new formal + jeans + perfume. T.T

and people kept looking at me. wth.

fun but tired after playing a round of volleyball or so.

When i was on my home my formal "lan diao". now trying to wash/soak with few drops of perfume.

Then me and mars went home 1st. Coz we gt things. and "7th mth" as well. best to be home before dark. Kinda dark now. I think they should be going home now when i publish my post

Toddles everyone! Shall update the pics tomorroe.

happy birthday to you~ :)

A Sea Of Colours.

2008-08-01T21:49:00.004+08:00

It's the !grand official opening of the gates" last night. -.-

7th month is here.
Colourful shimmering getai singers.
*fearful* "unseen wanderers"

Anw, i also had a dream last night.
I dreamt that it was "be yourself day"

In my dream:

I was in scouts, helping out as the crew. walking out, behind the dnt block, i saw a sea of red. I'm also red - 竹竿红.

1st, i saw:
someone dressed as a taoist priest, next is someone dressed as a band/opera/orchestra conductor.

Was planning to find xiu qian, but i had to help out with things. My "job" is to ensure the stage performance is successful.

i'm in charged of "Wushu killing a cockroach. Only one cockroach.

I'm helping to "make the kachuak unreactive" by putting it in a fridge. Eunice, without wearing her specs was beside me. She say
"need to push the door of the fridge so that the kachuak wont escape", then she go prepare for her wushu performance.

Then, yan ye come, she was behind me. She say:
"aiya, one kachuak only, need to lock the fridge meh?" She very strong in my dream, she push me away, and open the fridge.

Ok. i had it enough, so i went to find xiu qian. Didn't talk much to her, coz i'm "working".

I went up the hall to check the wushu rehearsal, on how they kill the kachuak. And then, the kachuak run across the stage, and then i wake up.

Lol. never expect i would be so brave to pick up a kachuak in my hands.

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"To see a cockroach in your dream, signifies your need for renewal, rejuvenation and self-cleansing of your psychological, emotional, or spiritual being. You need to reevaluate major aspects of your life."

"To see or open a refrigerator in your dream, represents your chilling personality and/or cold emotions. The dream may also be telling you need to put some goal, plan, or situation on hold. Alternatively, it signifies that you have found and accomplished what you have been unconsciously seeking."

"To see your friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to integrate these rejected part of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news."

I feel that this dream is nonsensical, but i'm gonna interpret it anyway:

i'm now cold towards people because i need to reevaluate major aspects of your life. but to do that, i'm ready to integrate these rejected parts of my personality.

Dreaming of a sunflower

2008-07-31T17:17:00.002+08:00

Had a dream last night, quite a short dream.. But i could remember was:

I was sitting behind Yanting. Den she turned around and say:

"OI! Why you take my thing?"

Haikal sit beside her, and he said:

"Ya lor, why you take her sunflower"

i look at the table/my hands, i was holding photographs of the same sunflower, many same photos of it were stacked together. Then i was looking at those photos one by one.
Same photo of the same size, with the same sunflower.

To get things right, i today asked Yan Ting about "sunflower". She told me that Haikal really did give her a sunflower.

Went up online to look at those meanings:

"To see a sunflower in your dream, symbolizes warmth, abundance, longevity, and prosperity. The sunflower also serves to point you in the right direction and is a source of spiritual guidance. Even through difficult times, you will persevere. Alternatively, the sunflower may denote haughtiness. You may be deceived by the false appearance of others."

"To see a picture in your dream, symbolizes a mental imprint that remains persistent in your mind. There may be permanence in your actions. Also consider the pun on "picture this" or "seeing the big picture" in a situation."

So..

i've guided someone into the right direction permanently
i am persistent in guiding some one into the right direction
i am permanently "deceived by the false appearance of others"
i am permanent in "persevering through difficult times"
i am persistent in "persevering through difficult times"

The sunflower photo belongs to yanting, but i took it from her.. Does it mean that:

I took her "permanent guidance" away
i made her lose her "persistence of persevering"
i saved her from "being permanently deceived by the false appearance of others"

Haikal told me not to take her sunflower. Haikal is:
Her "permanent guide to the right direction"
Her "permanent deceiver with his false appearance"

Matches thats sounds "most logical
i saved her from haikal
or
i made her lose haikal's guidance.

Most of the times my dreams are 'true'. it is almost similar to real life.

That Fucking Keyhole

2008-07-30T20:20:00.003+08:00

Fuckit. Hate my scouts notice board keyhole. ASSHOLE.

i spent more than half an hour meddling with it to unlock it.. heng gt my friend, cheng guan, who is in gym club. I asked him help me take oil.

AND YES! IT WORK!!!

NOTTT!!!!

ok, so in the end, the notice board has been unlocked, but the key hole has come out, and stucked with the key.

And you know what? one of the opening "teeth" inside the keyhole fell out. OKAY, SO WHAT THE FUCK!?!

That keyhole can seriously kill an impatient person.

i did all those works of removing those useless, overdued, picture, announcements, etc. and i "revamped" the notice board.

aft tht, i tried to put back the keyhole into the casing, but, it is super lose. no nid key also can pull out the keyhole.

i think i broke another "teeth", but I FINALLY PUT THAT FUCKING SHIT BACK. till next time, when i need to update it again.. Nt gonna touch that damned thing again.

i have to thank cheng guan for the oil, and being extremely patient with me, helping me, and clearing the dirt, even though he is not a scout.

To to self :
Fuck that hole.

Beautiful Liar

2008-07-29T20:03:00.003+08:00

Beautiful Liar Lurks Again.

G.R.A.C.E.F.U.L

2008-07-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

Today my day was G.R.A.C.E.F.U.L :

G = great mood swing
R = rashly behaviour
A = attacked by a demon inside
C = crazy
E = extremely hurt someone
F = (e)ffing confused
U = un-understandable
L = lost..

Morning was chinese lesson.. Freak. i didn't know what happen to me inside. teacher duno said smth, den i went berserk and pushed the table till it hits the wall, till the next wall could hear.

Damned. I hurt her feelings. But seriously, why didn't have a sense of guilt? Just Could someone please tell me fucking what has happened?

Gosh. Didn't knew my mood swing could stir up such a big trouble. teacher cried because of me. Other people push table, she won't be so upset, coz she knew they're hopeless. But for me, i've really disappointed her.

Fuck. Yes, I know what is wrong now, but how do i not have any sense of guilt? Living in a environment of no-peace? She said she had never forgotten not to be patient and teach me. She could have leave me to rot and decompose.

Monster. A monster indeed i was. I don't know what is happening to me. Could someone please get something to get the devil off within me? Could someone please help?

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This happened the same during physics lesson.

Yes, Mr gui is a very nice teacher, but goodness, we all had especially made him shout at the top of his voice today.

Bad to worse. It all make sense now. Could some "negative chi" be the case of all these in our class? Could it be those tears and sadness of the teachers?

Anger.Sadness.Disappointment.Neglection.

Anger : Ms Patrina Tan - few people listens in class. I'm guilty of that as well. POA used to be my favourite subject, and i used to score well in that. But now, hais.

Neglection : Mr Gui, Mrs Yong, Mr Tay. That's it. The word "neglection" explains all.

Sadness : Ms Siti - She left.

Disappointment : It's within all our teachers.

Let's all reflect ourselves. I should be doing the most reflection. Gonna need meditation.

Katong Distict Fun Hunt 2008

2008-07-26T20:20:00.000+08:00

Loving this Katong District fun hunt..

mrn papa drive me to chung cheng main, but he drive me until the broadrick thr.. I told him to forget it ler larh.. Coz i'm gonna be late, so, i walked to the school.

Words to describe the school : classiqual, vintage, big, Wow.. Saw some cchs band practicing their pieces by the lake... It's breath taking. You can say me swaku, but the school.. is truly a magnificent classic. Lovely.

Anw, proceeded to the lecture hall for our fun hunt briefing.. I was group in "M1"

By the end of the day, we are going to compete with each other with our culinary skills, and those letters of the group name has a significance :

C - Chinese
M - Malay
E - Eurasian
I - Indian

We have to cook these "cultural" dishes.. In conjunction with racial harmony day perhaps?

Met an acquaintance today by the name of "richie".. Hmm.. He does really resemble alex chia.. Damn.. dunno where is he now..

About the fun hunt:
on the way, we have a long list of 30 items to pick up along the way : eg. orange plastic bag, twigs, etc. I was the photographer for those road signs, cars, etc.

checkpoint 1 - tao nan sch.. nt much interesting things, except the "multitasking competition"

checkpoint 2 - St patricks

Lalalas~ had a game of bearings and distances game, with 26 cups on the floor..

Start from letter "A", and with the given bearing, we move to the next "letter/cup" on the grass.

LOL! We move to the letter "C" (letters not in sequence), but the cup is flat..

"Toh Wee Sir, Your C-cup Is Flattened!" - LOL!!!!

厨艺大赛 - 中正总校：

We have to cook green bean soup with dried longan, and nasi goreng.. from my opinion, i feel tht our dishes are the most simple.. others had black pepper chicken, char kway tiao etc etc.

End of day:

Exchanged emails and parted goodbyes.. Lol.. Richie said i look like a sir.. Zzz.. *rushes off to look at mirror*

den, WE, RED FOX SCOUTS have to do all the sai kang! SIAN.. aft tht, was planning to go to xq's house, but i think better nt la, coz i so tired and might nt have energy to talk/play "condemned" with her.

Had some food to hawker centre and went home..

pics of the fun hunt:

task : 5 road signs (but we took so many :D)

Task : 3 different flowers (they look beautiful arent they?)

Task : photo of 1 red car (not red enough :X)

Task : photo of a 3-digit bus number (that, was our bus :s)

Task : Patrol at bustop (so uncalled/random/wateva -.-)

Task : photo of motorcycle (urrgh)

Task : photo of taxi license plate (squint eyes)

HISSSS!!!

2008-07-25T15:13:00.015+08:00

RARH!! HISSSSSS!! GRRRRR!!!

currently blogging in school now.. SIANNED!! I LEFT MY WALLET IN MY FATHER'S STUPID VAN! And having a rainiest day ever!

Borrowed $2 from marissa, 50 cent from rayna, 50 cent from peiyi, 20 cent from zhen yang.

and just now, my umbrella's skeleton broke.. Swear i'm gonna break the skeleton of the manufacturer.. Zzz.. CHINA BRAND! Wat do you expect? -.-

so lan lor.. fuck.. havent even use until, the thing break.. den i kept making it worse by open close, open close.. So frustrated, but FUNNED! :D

Hmm.. currently deciding on what to wear tomorrow for the scouts fun hunt.. Lime greem shirt? or dark blue shirt? I think i'm wearing lime green de.

I now also have to duplicate the scouts notice board key.. zzz..

gtg. thty librarian is gonna killll me if i dun log out from blogger now.

bye bye..

PS: Rayna, WE ARE MISTAKEN AS "STEAD", AGAIN! wth.

The Dreamers

2008-07-24T18:04:00.003+08:00

"May all your dreams come true".. Seems like a perfect wish, but just now, had a long chat with rayna about our dreams in the mrt stn..

Her dreams had quite a lot of animals.. she told me that.. And most of her dreams are "adventure" type - from snakes and crocodiles, to subways and seas. From doors to walls, to relatives and strangers..

Changing scenery is a common thing in both our dreams/nightmares... And very sudden change..

Not gonna talk abt her dreams, coz i scared she scold me coz i tell everyone her privacy.

anw, one of my dream was "end of the world".. and those people in my dreams were talking gibberish like 扬水糖，养木薯，and 木莓树。

Zzz.. rayna help me "translate" those words:
扬水糖 - that place
养木薯 - faster/ faster run
木莓树 - 'monster'(?) or aliens(??)

but if you translate them to english, those words REALLY meant:
扬水糖 - Amniotic Fluid Sugar (ok, what the fuck is that thing?!)
养木薯 - Raise Up A Tapioca (ZzZzZzZ)
木莓树 - Woodenberry Tree??
Actually 木莓树 is Raspberry Tree, but i dun think that's what they meant in my dream

Hmm.. So what if all your dreams (and nightmares as well) come true?
Pleasent?? OMG.

I had a dream about being bullied by 3 Hansels. And that End-of-the-world dream?? ok. it's hard to imagine if you were to live with your nightmares for your life..

But, What about those sweet dreams? The dream of my wedding, the dream of the romantic kissing with *someone*?

Zzz

I'm now dreaming of having my birthday as "Pink Birthday Party" - everyone wears pink to a shelter at ecp, decorated with pink balloons..

Or maybe, i'm dreaming about the ability to stop/pause time and noone knows what i was doing in that period?

Or most probably, i'm gonna daydream about meeting "The Other Me" And spend time together with myself.. Lalalas..

Make a guess :D

Funn-ED!

2008-07-22T22:11:00.005+08:00

Lalalass~

after chinese period was a partae.. They all kept making fun of sun lao shi's accent and wad-so-ever.. And cheryl got scolded for nth.. Anw, had to thank a special guest to contribute to the excitement outside - RAYNA! :DDD

出去！

hahas..

den aft sch went to xiu qian house to do hw.. and here's a video that i made with the recording.. lols.

Rayna said she's gonna record sun lao shi's voice.. well, maybe i should post on my blog XD

Quiz

2008-07-21T21:52:00.002+08:00

Walau.. Sabo By Xin Ying To do tis quiz.. ZZZ. Although i did it once last year.

Qns: The person who tagged you is ?
Xin Ying
What's your relationship with him/her ?
Friends
Qns: Your 5 impression of him/her ?
LOUD, fun, hannah montana, laugh like a hyena, and blow the flute. -.-
Qns: The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
Zzz.. Scold me? =.=
Qns: The most memorable thing he/she has said to you ?
It's abt parents de...
Qns: if he/she becomes your lover, you will ... ?
oh my god.
Qns: If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on ?
STOP LAUGHING! :D
Qns: If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ... ?
Let it be?
Qns: If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ?
Parents night.
Qns: The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ?
finish this quiz lor -.-
Qns: Your overall impression on him/her ?
Cute and funny
Qns: How do you think other people around you will feel about you ?
Feminine, disgustin?
Qns; The character you love of yourself are ?
Sincerity, Loyalty, Love, Romantic, emotional..
Qns: On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are ?
Too quiet?
Qns:The most ideal person you want to be is ?
Him.

Qns: For people who care & love you, say something about them .
I love you.. Thanks for all *sob sob*
Qns: Pass this quiz to 10 people (random) .
01* Li Qing
02* Eliza
03* Huda
04* Sharmaine
05* Xiu Qian
06* Rayna
07* Zhen Yang
08* Zhi Rong
09* Toh Wee
10* Michelle
Qns: Who is number 03 [Huda] having relationship with ?
I'm sorry.. but a very unsucessful one right now T.T *sob sob*
Qns: Is number 05 [Xiu Qian] a male or female ?
A female with a male twist.
Qns: If 02 number [Eliza] and number 04 [Sharmaine] are together, will it be a good thing ?
OH NONONONONO!
Qns: How about number 08 [Zhi Rong] and number 10 [Michelle] ?
WORSE!!! OMG!!! *faints*
Qns: What is number 09 [Toh Wee] studying about ?
Some poly stuffs? It's his last yr..
Qns: When is the last time you chatted with number 07 [Zhen Yang] ?
Tis morning
Qns: Is number 06 [Rayna] single ?
Yep.
Qns: Talk something casually about number 02 [Eliza]
She's my super-guides-senior-sister! xD

20 July 2008

2008-07-20T17:41:00.003+08:00

Hello People!
Just now went to blogskins.com to search for skins.. And i found this skin:
http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=61409&action=Preview

I dedicate skin to rayna.

and ya, i'm still doing the hiraqi for scouts.. TIME TIGHT-ED!

gotta go.

bye.

Yay!

2008-07-19T16:15:00.003+08:00

Wheehee~!

Today's scout meeting is so beautiful.. Knots session <3

Ohh... What can be more beautiful than knotting? Knotting, is graceful, beautiful and useful. But however, pioneering is harder..

Anw, had my first plc committee meeting today.. Or rather, first formal of life. We were assigned posts for each patrol leader.. My post was a scribe : have to take down minutes, chase after people to write hike log, update notice board, and update the scout blog :)

Kinda like my job.. Well, i blog daily, so it shouldnt be much of a problem. Today, my first task as a scribe is writing a hiraqi (sry duno how to spell). Will be given the password soon.

Lalalas, had lunch at kfc with our new howard sir. Woo~ 7 people sit in mr khaw car go singpost. Wth. Eugene sat on my lap and kai tat sat on toh wee lap.

FcUK! Eugene's B.O STINKS!!!!! EWWWWWWWW HELP! den after reaching, my lower limbs area is like so numb..

anw, gtg, updating my girl blog..

Parental Problems

2008-07-18T21:45:00.004+08:00

Just now called up my boys..

Of which, one is always not coming.

Parents spoke to me about him.
It's hard being a parent..

Her son doesn't wants to come for scouts.. Parents tried to persuade him, however though, she has to work.. She even prepared the uniform, boots, beret for him, but when she comes home for work, it's left untouch.

We had a long talk.. Well, never expected myself to talk with another adult for so long.. I understands her problem : The problem lies with the son.

Hai.. I wonder is that a pl should work? Flexible or Furious? As you all know, i'm not those who like to scold.. I believe everyone has their tender side, so i'll start from there.

Anw, back to him..
So, i gave the mother my phone number and told her to contact me whenever there's a problem. Also, i'm going to call her like every one or two weeks to check the progress of her child. I'm gonna work as a counselor? Lol

Hard being a pl. Much weight on my shoulder.. i feel sorry for his mother. She persuades and persuades and persuades.. She's still persuading.. Every night before saturday, she would prepare for him.

I'm afraid there's some things that the sir will still have to take note of. I mean, a pl talking to a parent to check her son's progression? Way to young to do that.

Hmm.. i can understand if they hate footdrill, Physical Training, and training camps (D:, coz i hate it super loads D:)..

I myself also have many problems.. Maybe should i start meditation to stress relieve and clear my mind for more focused thoughts? Maybe i should.

So long for now. Goodbye

Forgive me.

2008-07-17T15:09:00.009+08:00

iknewthatishouldnthavesaidthat
iknowivehurtdeeply,
butallthosewordswerentwhattheymeant, iknowimwrongandiminguiltofdoingit.

ivehurtyoulastseasoninsummer,
butivehurtyouinautumnagain,
iguessimtoooverboardaboutthetitanicmovie.
sosillyofme, toinjureourfriendshipbecauseofamovie.
oncebittentwiceshy, ivebeenbittenenoughnow.

alliwanttodonowistosalvageourfriendship.
imwrongandimsorry. ormaybetheressomethinghappenedtoyouthatidontknow?

ihopeyourememberyourbirthday,
thosehappydays.
wherearetheynow? imsorrytocauseacrackbetweenus.
wordsoffollyandactionsofregret.

illbewaitingforyouranswer : "timehealsallwound" - thatswhatyoualwaystellme.

~~iamsorry.~~

CHAR SIEW ADDICTION!

2008-07-14T17:25:00.003+08:00

CHAR SIEW

ADDICTION!

ADDICTED TO CHAR SIEW!! AND, TO BE EXACT, CHAR SIEW PAO!!!!

OMG!!!!!

HELP~!

I'M NOW ALSO THINKING OF CHAR SIEW SOU!!!

♫叉烧包,
谁爱吃刚出笼的叉烧包,
谁爱吃刚出笼的叉烧包♫

End of sch.. I sang only the first line of "cha sao bao", ?O!M?G! people all looked at me.. and in disgust too. ZZZ

ARE YOU SURE THIS IS CHAR SIEW?!

Moulin Rouge

2008-07-13T14:30:00.003+08:00

watched "Moulin Rouge" just now.. It's twice the intensity of titanic, twice the drama of phantom of the opera.

"It's a story.. A story about love"

I really couldn't describe about the story. But, I really want to recommend this show to you.

Compared with Titanic:
Titanic is long winded. 4 hours. Not much songs featured..
Titanic is more romantic though. But Moulin Rouge, is more towards "sadness" and "drama".

Compared with Phantom Of The Opera:
Both of them has nice songs. I'll choose Moulin Rouge, the songs sang Moulin Rouge are "twisted songs that we know" Eg: Material Girl, I will always love you etc.

However, Moulin Rouge, has some comical parts, but the ending is sadder than POTO and Titanic.

Fav Part - El Tango De Roxanne

Finale:

The female lead dies.. U can see her coughing when singing. Suffering from tuberculosis...

Throat Infection

2008-07-11T17:31:00.002+08:00

Kena Throat infection.. again..

feeling so horrible inside..

CFC attacks before having throat infection

CFC = cold, fever, cough, and finally, throat infection.

FUCK THOSE WESTERN DOCTORS, TCM IS THE BEST.

Goddamned it. why doesn't the school recognise MCs given out by TCM physician?

Anw,

2 days ago : woke up coughing out blood(not the first time). Feeling super cold. put on my jacket and went to school

Cold, cold, cold.. Ah choo, ah choo, ah choo

At night went to see the western doctor coz chinese mc not recognised. wtf

doctor say i have to take those Blah blah blah medicines. wth.. she also added that i cannot have pe or cca for 1 week. She said my asthma will come back (?!)

at night have fever..

ytd: on mc ytd. Rotting at home, lying on the bed. I was resting the whole day.. Thanks Xiu Qian for caring - she dropped me an sms. Greatly appreciated.

afternoon started to cough, cough badly..

tday: skipped pe lessons. and didn't go for scouts for today and tml. coz it's better to play safe and prevent my throat infection from getting worse.. Well, at least i have proof from a western doctor

after school went to see Doctor Neo for my throat infection. It's true that having colds, cough, all these, seeing a Chinese physician is so much better than those western doctors.

I'm a "regular" of Doctor Neo. She's been treating me for like many years ago.. From flu, to cough, to throat dryness, to throat infection. From lost of appetite, to gassy stomach, to gastric flu..

I think 7 to 8 years of treating me if i'm not wrong.

anw, feeling a bit better now. Throwing away those western medicines. Traditional Chinese Medicine Is the best!

gonna take my medicine soon.. bb

07 July 2008

2008-07-07T13:23:00.006+08:00

Pictures for yesterday :)

(pictures taken from http://www.typicalsingaporean-adeline.blogspot.com/)

English/英语

by haikal

Melayu/Malay/马来语

by haikai

(马来西亚)华语/(Malaysian accent) Chinese/Cina

by zhen yang

Photographer : Siti

Cardigan bought From Fatheen :

Ouch!

2008-07-06T20:37:00.005+08:00

having aches and sores.. and i'm very tired..

Blog abt today 1st - THE BIG OUCH

Went to toa payoh to support our school for the POA competition.

1st OUCH: had to pangseh marissa pei kai tat, sharmaine, xian ya and jeremy, well, at least marissa understand, and she's with xin ying and adeline :)

2nd OUCH: after eat awhile, we decided to help our school sell those cute and cool hoodies. DAMN!! EVERYONE IGNORED. FUCK!! But our booth was great because we all helped our school!

- sandi, siti, sharmaine, phyllis, xian ya, adeline, xin ying, marissa, me and kai tat helped to promote and mend the store.. We walked around, grabbing customers, promoting our hoodies, wearing them around, carrying them in arms, raising up high, shouting our prices, modeling, parading, asking the customers to try as sample, etc.

Then, charlotte came.. in case you dunno who is charlotte, she was once in our school, but tranferred in sec one.

- had a fashion show on stage to promote our hoodies. :) had to wear them in different styles : like a pashmina, a hoodie, jacket, and around the waist etc.

Promoted them in 3 languages - melayu, english, 华语, and then the others followed by saying malay.

3rd OUCH : CRAP! WHY DIDN'T ANYONE BUY THOSE HOODIES!!

4th OUCH : we were given two bamboo poles to hang our banner, but they remove the banner and hand those hoodies instead.
FUCK! AT THE LAST HOUR, IT BROKE! Kanasai...

I promoted the idea of hanging the hoodies onto the bamboo poles. They said that since i carried out the idea, i should do it - do it by swinging the bamboo poles with hoodies around like flags, and victor, paraded around.

The bamboo poles look quite nice when hanged with those hoodies..

5th OUCH : left about half an hour more, the host carried out an auction. And then, huda arrived, along with aquila.

GREAT! WE SOLE NOTHING AFTER REDUCING OUR PRICES TILL %£@$&* LOW!

FUCK THE DAY! I SOLD NOTHING (but the others sold quite a lot :D)

Why didn't anyone buy from us? The hoodies are nice you know? Got prints like cherry, guitar, skulls, big skulls, stars and many others.

6th OUCH : Damn. was broke after buying the ring and the cardigan. Really broke like zero dollars in my wallet.

Well, at least i bought a cardigan from fatheen, and it perfectly fits me :)

Heard that ms tan was there with her husband, and her husband was touching and hugging her like toa payoh is her land ^^

THE SECOND BIGGEST OUCH:
Yesterday had rock climbing.. and after rock climbing,

Had agar agar arms
and wobbly wrists,
accompanied with jelly legs
and shaky feets

Den went to chai chee sec to help out with the campfire.

OUCH! arm aready damn tired and have to carry poles.

Next OUCH! : posted as the traffic marshal.. LEG IS LIKE DAMN SUAN.

1st traffic wave : arrival of buses with malaysian and thailand scouts Oo, well the campfire is "south east area campfire 08", not "south east asia 08"

wave 2 : arriving of guests, and had to look at those childrens running across.

wave 3 : "The Late Night Hour Rush"

Parents came to fetch their sons, buses leaving, cars coming, parents stopping. WTF!
But well, i could sat that traffic police is "quite a graceful job" because of those hand movements :)

ok, gtg now.

bye!

*ouch - for not winning in the young entrepreneurs competition*

Reminiscing Of Us

2008-07-04T20:47:00.002+08:00

reminiscing, of us..

These few days my close friends had brought their photo albums to school, including mine..

1993: Hello to the world :)
Such pretty baby faces and baby fats. Lie down on the bed and flipping around.

1994: 1st birthday!
Chris - two big boxes of presents
Me - Mickey Mouse!
Xiu Qian - forgotten abt hers, but she did said that ir is damn good and etc.
Marissa - ? she haven't show yet.

1995: Learning
Damn! Chris learnt biking at this age, and Marissa learnt how to put on nail polish. I think xiu qian is learning to play piano?

In my photo album, i was also riding a bike, or rather, a rocking bike. ZZZ, with both feet on the ground. I really pei fu Chris lor, he learn at such a young age..

Marissa: Such a Lady. Now, such a kawaii.

1996: Cuteeeest!
Aww, we were so damn cute at that age.. I wonder if i could get everyone to bring their photos again and then, i'll post it on my blog and guess who's who.

1997: The year we should have been together
If we had known each other since then, we could be more than just best friends. No other ties could be stronger than ours :)

Rayna told me that she had been to my old house's area before - Hougang - Hougang mall, where me and my family used to shop. So qiao.

1997: Child's innocence
Chris look so innocent at that age. so cute lor, making two peace sign with his hand, he also wore a tuxedo suite. haha.
But for me, i was stroking a soft toy puppy.

1998: We brushed past each other!!!
GOD! We've BEEN TO THE SAME CARNIVAL AND TOOK THE PHOTOS AT THE SAME SPOT!, IN FRONT OF THE SAME MICKEY MOUSE CLOCK!

Right now, i'm waiting for xiu qian to bring the disneyfest carnival photos.. Hoping that we took the photo in front of the clock, at the same time.. And we climbed the same slide.

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GAH! I wish that i could travel back to the past now and hug myself. SO CUTE! i love my innocence. Hais.

I would hug myself supertight and never let go. And if i were crying then, i would wipe those tears away.. Aww, the warmth of a smiling young child, the crystal tears of a crying child.

Those lips,
those eyes,
those smiles..

I love my childhood

Skit

2008-07-02T21:42:00.003+08:00

today was the skit, performance quite well, and we were the best group. but seriously, i feel that there should be a "best story" award, for huda's group. I really feel that she should deserve it.

*gets emotional*

touching story of a mother who sacrifices all for her children. <3. but she passes away i think.. :(

Thanks Huda, awakening my soul to thank my mum, or rather, thank all mums in the world.

anw, quite a few people fell down at the door area - because i need to put powder on my hair - old man.

Xin ying fell when running to her "mother" and the chinese teacher fell also.. She did a split? Think so...

Our Group's Story:
Son - victor, steals money from father - me.
i chase after him, but i was knock down on the road by a reckless driver - christopher.

and i was suppose to fall down, and THANKS for the "accidental" powder, i fell flawlessly. hahas. was really flawless

anw, i was sent to the hospital and the nurse - Rayna, sent my to the doctor - Xiu Qian to examine.

She bandaged me while rayna called victor about my death.

"I tried my best, but...."

"Daddy, Wake Up!"
"Wake Up!"

Me : I'll forgive you.

*victor screams*
*audience screams*

Coz they thought i died. and i woke up. ZZZ

Haikal's Group:
Haikal is the "jerk husband" and fatheen, the "loyal and faithful wife". Yovina as the "woman haikal is having an affair with", and Siti, with Joan, as the "kaypoh waitress"
lastly, phyllis as the best friend

Totally loving the drama queen - Fatheen. She is really drama. Seriously.

Friend Test(II)

2008-07-01T22:08:00.007+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

This test is a test that if we know each other so close that we could communicate by heart.

Red Fox Scouts Combined Campfire 2008

2008-06-29T13:34:00.002+08:00

yay? or ~~no yay~~?

Dun wanna blog abt the campfire. I'm too guilty.

mass mess or a super success?

I can't describe and decide as well.

I'm now a pl.

yay : because i'm not spl and blending in with my friends
eg. sectional leaders, student conductor.

no yay : responsibility is higher. Task is tougher. Have to set an example. Have to watch my words and actions.

The campfire :

yay : lots of people came. felt very happy. sudden feeling that all guests had a special bond - the scouts brothers and guide sisters bond.

no yay : job not done well(crowd control). partner flirting.
more posted in my other blog. too guilty to let everyone know.

my current blog songs suits my current mood.

Preparation for the big day

2008-06-27T21:33:00.004+08:00

quite shack now..

aftnoon carried benches and measured the distance between the benched.. MAN! it was tedious doing the job, coz of the effin wind..

any.. had some entertainment when i was doing my job: Air Show. SO BEAUTIFUL!! REALLY!!

ZOMG! 2 AEROPLANES FLY FROM THE CENTER AND MADE A BIG HEART. SO BEAUTIFUL LO!

hoping that big heart will appear tml just when the campfire starts.

Lol.. rmb tht time on st gabriel's sec one..

The Guest Of Honour: "I declare this campfire open."
*fire starts with electrical sparks*

*aeroplane flies pass the school*
*Everyone screams*

And when we were singing "campfire's burning", there was a grand finale for the air show..

Hoping we could get as many guests as we wanted.

Red Fox RAWKS!

26 June 2008

2008-06-26T16:48:00.005+08:00

blogged..

Mrn was totally effed! MY HAIR! IT TURNED WORSE! Went to sch, hopefully no one would ever notice my hair.

anw.. during geo lesson.. XQ was kinda angry with tht teacher. hai.. Debating..

Never seen her cry again since last year, when she was wronged. Hai.. Heart totally hurts to see a friend cry like that.

She's a jolly person. She seldom get angry or smth... Hai.. anw, when she cried, ppl tossed/put/passed/offered packets and packets of tissue paper on her table, including me... You could see how much people love her.

It's also hansel's birthday today. so happy birthday? Not true.. Quite a bad day for him really - pull down projector screen, screen spoil. during lessons, teacher was talking to someone and standing next to him..

and then...
his phone rang.
phone was confiscated i think..

Den aft POA is SS.. Chatted with rayna and chris abt sec one and pri sch

lols.. they said tht they should have said hi.. Rayna said she wanted to but, she was afraid to do so..

god.. didn't know tht rayna ans chris were so violent in pri sch.. well, on the other hand, i was a victim of ppl like them..

aft sch went to hawker to have some desserts.. Ordered cheng teng.. den kt came and sat with me, with Wenfeng and his stead.

Introduced him to the "pulut hitam" den treated him a bowl.. Was considered an "apology" coz mrn i brought the "pulut hitam flavoured kueh koci" nt enough for him.. so i payed him back with a bowl of real pulut hitam soup..

Talk awhile, blah blah blah.. He said the dance attire was formal. well, it's gonna be nice for all boy to wear formal (and all should own one).. Heard that Hansel's formal is like those bus driver tht kind =X

nt i say de.. i havent even see it..

ok gtg, tml is gonna be a busy day with skits and watever. scouts and gadgets. ropes and lashings.

Getting ready for the big day this sat....

bye

PAIN_T

2008-06-25T18:24:00.012+08:00

Art is just not being nice to me. Art is not my friend. I'm not a drawer.

ok, so ytd and tday did have fun with art. but hate it when i draw. And i destroyed the piece of artwork made by victor and rayna and me. He's so gonna hate me.. I didn't know that The freaking acrylic paint wasn't dried. It smudged and part of the work was peeled off..

pain_t

did have fun playing with the paint... And during art lessons, teacher on radio class 95fm.. Den played my blog song...

aft sch stay back awhile,

faked kai tat tht i wasn't in sch. he also didn't tell me why did i have to go for the dance since my partner wasn't there? Urgh! I'm following Andrina Ma'am's order.

"It's either you get her back, or you quit"

Den i answer his phone call, he said siti has already stayed back. Ok, so i wasn't really wrong - i was just following the orders by andrina ma'am.

He didn't even tell me why did i have to stay back for the dance.
So it wasn't totally my fault.

Den had the sudden urge to straighten my hair.

Walked out of the school gate, thank goodness Dawn Guides Senior was there. So i told her what happened and she said she will convey the message to Andrina. So hope that everything is okay already.

Aft tht called Cheng Guan To came along and straighten the hair together. It looked so different since i straighten in Christmas. Now my hair like girl lor.

pictures:

Reminds me of Chocolate fondue <3

Chris' poor hand...

Camouflage?

had to help him do manicure and remove those "dead skin"(obviously acrylic is dead)
scrub and rub, scrape and massage..

De Xuan's Manicure? lol

Dance Of A Dream

2008-06-24T19:49:00.004+08:00

Blogged.

Just wanna say, I'm out of the dance. But I thank god for giving me the chance for the rehearsal. Maybe This is heaven's will - maybe i'm gonna dance badly or forget some steps.

But I'm really thankful that i could try, i could go for the practice.

Yan Ye got performance on that day. Well, Andrina Ma'am say i cannot find another partner because the dance instructor will have to teach her the same steps again. And It waste time. The campfire's on tis sat.

Hai.. Well, I'm not happy, but neither am i sad. This is all meant to be. Seriously, I don't regret not being in the dance.

To think i can suit my blog song of "wu chu cai hong" And my skin to be "fire dance".

Okay, so right now i'm just being quiet. Not gonna make any remarks, not gonna complain. Neither will i get angry.. I'm just.. Not in the mood to talk..

Parts used : 1.21 - 1.24, 0.55 - 0.58

Parts used : 1st 20 secs i think

First day of school

2008-06-23T15:24:00.004+08:00

blogged...

recess go find janet den she say nid one more girl guide as my partner if i want to dance.

Yan Ye said can, but might not be free on that day. Hmmm... How how how? T.T I really wish she could come.

Ok, so i cannot confirm whether i can dance in the campfire anot. Fuck.

Anw, created a new friend test(scroll all the way down).

Lessons was boring.

Den aft sch went home.

..............

Last night, listen to the radio 99.9 (Malaysia : 988fm) Haii.. it's very sad. There is an "on air" counselor. Den someone call in the hotline..

Hai. was very very sad. The victim's story.. I cried last night.

Dun wish to say out the story, but the call ended suddenly. I believe it's his parents overhearing him and plug out the line.

I could not bear to listen to 99.9 again this night. Hai. I now know that how bless i was..

for those interested : 11pm - 2am de programme. Listen, listen to how a heart would cry.

Gtg le,

Later have to check with Janet about the attire. And have to seriously TRIPLE CONFIRM if yan ye is free to dance with me. Susmita is my second choice.

St Gabriel Campfire 08

2008-06-22T13:55:00.006+08:00

Ok, I now got mood to blog abt last night's campfire le.. Their theme is "masquerade"

better than damai sec i can say.. Got one section is game section, den i faster run to the stage. Dunno why.. Some "magnet"?

Well, i told myself that i have to make a friend at the campfire.. anw.. the stage game :

have to choose a guide as ur partner. so therefore : "(handshake position) Hi"

And she's my partner for e game.. I did manage to ask for her email address.. but she dun wan say.. Well, I did made a first attempt to make a friend. It's all about a handshake and a hi.

ok so the girl guide have to put a ping pong into a scout's left sleeve and go through the right. Quite ticklish la. But..... WE WON! WE WERE THE FASTEST GROUP.

Well.. i think her name is Aiysah From AI (Ahmad Ibrahim Sec)

SIANNED! If only toh wee sir was there to tell everyone to go join the thousand legged worm den will be fun.. one man show in a group game? That seriously is not fun. So for the rest of the campfire, after my game, we didnt did anything and sat down there..

Due to pltc, i made a friend and if he manage to get hold of the pics, i'll post it here.

I have to say that st gabriel scouts is strong coz they had it every year.

>.<

One more day left to doomsday. Homework, dun wanna talk about that.

Campfire Woes

2008-06-21T23:27:00.003+08:00

Hai.. Never expected one of the first few posts to be a sad post.. and i even changed my blogskin to garden of happyness..

when reached the assembly point first thing : "de xuan, why you never go for the dance practice?"

"Dance practice???, When???"

"I tell u ald right, check ur call list"

"sry deleted it ytd"

"den to bad. you are being replaced by Wenfeng Venture."

.............

How could they do this to me? It's my idea that i want a "retro" style dance. I want to be a part of it. If anyone happens to read my blog, really. I want to dance.I didnt mean not to go. I really did not know. Could i have such worse stm?

I'm not pointing fingers at anyone here. Maybe it's because i'm really busy when answering the phone. I know retro dance more than those in this generation, I know how to shake and wriggle.. I need someone to know that I NEED RETRO.

I know I'm wrong to say all these on my blog... I'm sorry.

But Campfire Preparation without me? I remembered those sec 2 times when i was so enthu and yes, i still am. Venture said i have to find Janet from sec 4 if i want to get in the performance. Just who is janet???

Lord, I need this dance. It's my first and last campfire performance. And my first performance as well I wanna create history. Please Lord. Let me do one last dance... I would not another chance again.

i need this retro dance. It's my life.. Lord, if you could hear me.....

21 June 2008

2008-06-21T12:20:00.003+08:00

Just now create new skin for my girl blog. (not my girl's blog). Very nice.. So beautiful..

anw. later going for St Gabriel Campfire.. hope that i;ll make a new friend there.. And hide the "girl side of me"

hoping for a dance segment and than.. my salad will appear.. Duno la. .now feel cold de.. like fever liddat.. *sniff* shivering a bit..

ok, gtg, hav to eat my lunch and finish my work.. now still 48% complete.

wth